30 cents worth of thoughts

rite now..
i don't know what is worse..
being in a crowd of smelly smokers
or
finding disgusting poops floating in the public toilet bowls.....
uwekkkk...
i feel like puking just by remembering it
i can't believe i paid 30cents * i find it more expensive than usual* just to use a dirty toilet
the cheaper/free toilets are wayyyyy cleaner....huhuhu
so people...
please....have some decency to flush after using the toilet
and the cleaners...makes sure the toilets are clean & that the flush are functioning properly..
aaaa...it's really traumatizingggggggggg.............
aaaaaaaa
i shall skip this to another topic..huhuhu

KL trip
in short it was...
fun.foot.full.fright

the funi finally got my "baby"
i really.really love my "baby"
sankyouuu alia for bringing it for me...

the footnot the food k
i hurt my right big toe after trying to carry alia'a heavy load down the hostel
huhuhuhu....it hurts..adeh2~~
no shoes for me for the next few days...

the fullmy uncle,aunty & cousin's hospitality was as awesome as always
my stomach is full to brim even until today..
i need a "stop feeding me" sign next time i go visit them
my diet regime is all ruined
like laaa i have in the 1st place..hahah~~

the fright
i got chased by a panda mascot at a shopping mall..uwawawaastupid panda..huhuhu~~
apparently there is this malaysian version of just kidding thing being shot there
before the panda incident there was this guy dressed as an otaku trying to pull a trick on the passerbys...and all of a sudden---> bang bang boom *if i m not mistaken la*
someone got punked~~~
there were hidden cameras around...huhuh
and we thought it was over..hahahah
but it was far from over
the next day
which is this afternoon
we were walking out of the same shopping mall
i was looking at this mannequin
and the eyes were moving...
i was like...
"ehhhh...mata patung nih gerak...."
and sooo all of us began staring
my sis , alia was suddenly having myotonic jerks and sooo we started walking away
that was when we heard....
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
the patung harrased my cousin mohsin
he was running in front of us like crazy
he got punked...hahaha~~~

today was my 1st time on a double decker express bus back to melaka...
weeeeeeeeee~~~~

o&g tomorrow
please be good to me
yoroshikuuu onegaishimasuuu~~~~

prof M plz let us pass *puppy eyes*

as recommended by ryuuji & liyana....



lets all live happily together as Malaysians^^V

btw.btw...
T concert is best-nesssss!!!!!!
although i just watched d LQ version on utube
but they were super awesome..huhuhu
i really.really wanna go to their concert in Thailand this November
sooo...
please.please dear God
please lemme pass UNIS & the remaining postings
please don't let Dr M be so mad with us
please lemme have the self control to not be lavish
please let mama & daddy let me go to thailand
i need to see my hubby Jae....huuuuuu~~~

also...
WANTED
totally kewl~~~

dia lawa tp baek hati

i m super late wishing nurul hana

HAPPY 23 rd BIRTHDAY!!!!
and this vid is dedicated to you..



good luck in claiming back your royal hotness throne from sherod
i l be standing at the sidelines eating popcorns and enjoying the dramas *yeay*

also rest assured that although
all the guys will be loving the hotness
we girls would definitely not be hating you..heeeee
*original Pv*

so no Princess Complexes plz...

5 reasons why tora won't win the best room competition

i could actually give more reasons if i want to
but..being the busy me
that would be too much of a hassle...hahah

so...hajimeee...
*drum rolls*

no5.
tora is a very low profile person & does not like to compete for petty reasons
so she gives chance to others...awww so thoughtful~~~

no4.
tora is a hardworking student trying her best to keep up with all the surgery case write ups & assignments...huhuhu

no3.
tora's room seem to be at the peak of force of gravity...almost everything stuck on the wall would fall down... and the books never seems to be able to stay on the shelves..mmmm~~

no2.
tora's supposed-to-be room designer ryuuji is missing in action....probably in some desert called uchichi..

no1.
tora would definitely not tear down her precious shrine of DBSK posters...

yeahhhh...that is probably the ultimate raeason why i don't win...hahah

after all my room is the bestesttt place to sleep..i love my room^^

aaa besides i already have the best floor award just being the not-doing-anything floor rep last year....cool lehhh...

life is kinda sweet when you think about it...
ooo wait.wait minus the V and the M which makes up the S..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............*freaks out*
back to benkyoooo yosh!!!!!!

XOXO
love u guys~~~

when the world is so unfair

thanks to alia for this quote

kadang-kadang kita berdoa untuk kuat
tapi kenapa banyak dugaan

kadang-kadang kita mintak cerdik
tapi masalah pula yg timbul

kadang-kadang kita minta kebahagiaan
tapi huru hara pula jadinya

dugaan menjadikan mental kuat
masalah menjadikan kita berfikir
huru hara menjadikan kita tabah

hebat tak Allah...
semua ada hikmahnya...
kalaulah manusia tahu akan hadis ini..

berkatalah Jibrail : wahai Tuhan,engkau sampaikalah hajat hambamu...

maka Allah menjawab : biarkanlah hambaku itu, kerana aku cintai rintihan suaranya...

hopefully, i will always remember this, InsyaAllah~~

p/s:- thanks to everyone who has been supportive & listening to my problems
love u all *hugs*

a cat's view

meow.meow

i want food
that's just what cats do

meow.meow
puss-in -boots big begging eyes
rub.rub here
rub.rub there
voilaaa
u get your tummy filled
if the master is nice *cough*sheila*cough*
kitty might just get ikan rebus..huhu
or own remote control car

aaaa d life of a cat
comfyyy....

thats if you have cool masters
playing aroud,eating,sleeping....
being pampered..
what a life...haha

mr cat
how glad i would be to trade my life with you

that's if you are not a stray
but freedom is cool too

yeahh...rite now i would rather be a cat..nyaaa~~~

p/s:- don't mind me...
i m actually busy with my work
but i m going crazyy..yaaa~~

side effects of too much megi mee..haha

edit--> jiwang rupanyeh lirik lagu dia..hahah

7 wonders of my world

cause i m bored..here i am...

7 random facts about me :

1. I have amazing family & friends who really care for me...saranghaeee <3 *hugs*

2. I really.really like cuteee stuff..so dear friends be proud of yourself because that means you are cuteeee tooooo...trust me cause i m bias like that^^

3. I have a tendency to fall in love with anime/manga characters because my Mr. right fails to exist in the real world...hahah.. *kyaaa zerooo...kyaa kanameee etc etc...*

4. I like song that sound foreign to my ears that i dont understand their meanings..hohooh..aka i love japanese/lorean songs...singing & dancing bishies are the best...hiiiii

5. I feel dizzy reading anything in paragraphs all thanks to reading *cough*too much*cough* medicine text books...so yeayy to manga....manga rulesssss!!!!!!

6. I have excess of stubborn baby fats on my cheeks that refuse to go away no matter how thin i get making me look like a weird alien or worseee...tweety birddd...huwawawawa~~~

7. I feel younger than my age...hahahah~~~

7 things that scares me :

1. losing & disappointing my loved ones.
2. family problems.
3. being alone
4..failure
5. commitments & responsibilities
6. rite now...also Dr V & Dr M..huwaaa i cant breathe properly *asphyxiated*
7. stalkers,burglars,killers,rapers,perverts,drunks and all the evil psychotic people of the world

7 random music at the moment :

1. DBSK - HUG *fav*
2. NEWS - summertime
3. NEWS - nantoka narusa
4. DBSK - forever love
5. DBSK - balloons
6. Jaejoong - Maze *uwaaa jae oppa's voice best-nesss*
7. SNSD - kissing you


7 things i say the most :

1. mmmm..
2. aaaa...
3. ehhh..
4. huhuhu
5. huh???
6. xtau laa
7. bley jee..

7 things i treasure the most :

1. my parents
2. my siblings
3. my friends
4. home
5. happy memories
6. luck
7. peace


7 first time things i ever did :

1. first time .... *cant remember*
2. first time .... *cant remember*
3. first time .... *aa..cant remember*
4. first time .... *aaa..cant remember*
5. first time .... *aaaa...cant remember*
6. first time .... *aaaaaa...cant remember*
7. first time .... *aaaaaaaaa....cant remember*

*gomen i dont really keep track of my 1st times..huhu*

7 people to do this :

anyone who feels bored & have nothing else to do..hahha~~~~

WARNING!!!

homesick entry...

i has only been a few hours since i left penang & my beloved family
but i already miss them lots..

i demand more holidays pleasee..huhuhu~~
i hate u inspired by money college

mama,daddy,kak,abang,alia&ayu
saranghaeeeee<3
*hugssssss*

mama i love uuuuu~~

puan sharlene woke me up today to wish my mama..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!
from mama's dearest daughter & of course sharlene
may u always be the cutest mama ever^^
saranghae<3

kissing you oo my love

God knows how addictive this song is
it even made me learn up the lyrics & dance moves..hahah~~
i might even be ready to use this song for my audition into SM entertainment to be with Jae oppa^^V if ever i flunk my MBBS*God forbade* and decide to run away to some foreign country...say..like Korea/Japan and decide to join an all girl band..hohoho..some imagination~~

i mean how hard could it be...
i m NOT that ugly that even plastic surgery can't fix
and i don't think my singing voice is that bad...hahah~~
all that's left are..
1.hypermobile joints for the super groovy dance moves..which i doubt i really need coz all they do is sailormoon & booty shaking dance moves..hahahha~~
2.lie about my age..say no to being ahjumma..hahahha
3.plastic surgery for my mokona-like face & liposuction...
4.be thinner... * damn why can't i diet*
6.wear short skirts & killer high heels...*yikes*
7.speak korean/japanese...

than..i would be one step closer to Jae oppa^^V

looks pretty easy..gyahahahhah~~~

gomen i'm a little sugar high from the oichikkk cake-y & home cooked foods from beloved uchichis & chingoos^^

this week is a blast thanx to all of u *hugs*

p/s:-donghae-->DORK!!! hahah

^______________________^V

sayanora dr L

today is my last day in Medicine dept for this semester..yatta~~
though there is also end posting today..damn.. it was kinda bad coz i went kinda slow
hopefully i will pass...

but looking at the bright side
this is the 1st time i didn't get ulcers throughout the whole of medicine posting..hahah~~

next week...will be starting on surgery
another 2months of horror
hope i won't get ulcers..huhuhu~~

paeds test tomorrow
i m too exhausted to study..someone plz lend me some power or a genius brain..adeh~~~

what the hell...age is just a number..hahah

awww..
jae singing happy birthday to me^^
*plz ignore d lil girl k he's just using her as practice..huhu*

BELOVED AQUARIUM

gyaaaaaaaa...
i really wanted to buy a fishy on my birthday
it was a really pretty one
green coloured fishy
but i need to either buy a bubblenator or sell my beloved fishes
i m a lil short on shells
and selling my fishies is out of the question
i guess thats it...
i m choosing u guys over my birthday fish..hahah~~~

oo yeahh..
thanx everyone for wishing me today
i m really happy^^
*hugs all of u*

XOXO

TREAT^^V

i m actually very busy * really..i m actually reading ca. of lung*
but i decided this just cant wait
was browsing through my dong bang pics folder
when i saw this picturesorry u all
but i find this really amusing
all rest of the gang sitting around the dining table leaving micky alone left to stand
hahahhaah...it really looks like micky yoochun has been a naughty boy
being a runaway from chores....
so no food for you micky
as ordered by the royal cook JaejoOng
micky stood frozen to the ground giving a sad face
while everyone ignores him..huwawawa
but dont worry
sukebe asha will sure cook for you micky...okeh *pets*pets* hahahah

ommggg...sukebe asha is sOooo gonna kill me if she reads this
lucky she's too busy with commed..hohOHoho
for once i m thankful to dr P , dr A & dr M ^^

forgive me for my inner theater people
i will end it now..hOhoHOhoho

talking about dining & foOd...
Pasar malam is here yet again with lotsa food to choose *yeay*
so todays dinner was
1.nasi kerabu
2.murtabak daging
3.burger daging mayonaise
4.tebu
5.some fruits

OOICHIIIKKKKK!!!!
tummy-san is definitely happy after a week of LOA
ooo wait...actually its LOA everyday minus PM days & outings..haha

can't wait to go back home
I miss my family and of course
penang the food heaven^^

friends & pets

this is gonna b my 3rd birthday entry of the month
it sure is raining APril Babies this month^^
the lucky girl who is turning 23 today is my lovely friend NADIA
so
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY NADIA !!!!!this days....
i rarely hang out with her
i really.really miss the times when we were in Manipal
we had lots of fun^^
and because of these very fond memories
you'll always be my friend~~

so may this year bring you more happiness in life that you deserve~~
^____________________^V

on another random point....this is kitty
my aunty ita,uncle que,maryam,mohsin & mardiah's family cat
when i first saw her*yes its a female cat*
kitty really reminds me of the cat changmin chu-ed in Hug PV
kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...i thought^^
but kitty was really ganasssssssss
bitting me lotsa of times until i was wondering if i should get rabies shots..hahah
so unlike the cat in the PV*thinks*
but now...kitty has soften a bit...not the same ganas cat i used to know
i can carry her & play with her without getting physical injuries*relief*
however she's really getting heavier...adeh

despite everything i still like cats no matter whose is it
and to see someone abandoning it really breaks my heart
how can you nurture & care for something
only to discard it later without feeling a thing
or considering how it felt being abandoned
heartless.......
is how i would describe people who do this

so people...
please care for your pets more
they have feelings too~~~

a happy entry turned emosh..damn

till i m not busy again..jyaa~~

XOXO

cakes and coffee

another friend has turned 23 today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAYA!!!!may all your wishes come true
and i bet that includes passing Medicine exam tomorrow..huhuhu
while you are that..
pretty pleaseeee with cherry on top...wish that i pass too k
cause rite now i m going crazy studying & being a junkieyup
say hi to my friend...caffein-san
yoshhh
lets burn the midnight oil tonight
and smoke it all out tomorrow
huwawawa...

-----XOXO-----

p/s:- i really miss my handphone rite now
missed a lot of opportunities to take scandalous pictures
damn
+*gossip girls* on hiatus *sigh*+

*hints*hints*:-a new kewlll handphone for my birthday anyone???

being a kambeng

today is a holidayy ^^

i luv u Melaka for being a bandar bersejarah...yeayy!!
p/s:- plz dont ask me why today is melaka bandar bersejarah day but i m speculating this is the date parameswara reach melaka and witness sang kancil kicking ass of 2 dogs while resting under a melaka tree...if i dont get my Malaysian history wrong laa..hahah

nway...
i was bored of studying and decided to multitask
wanted to try finish watching GREEK
but alluc.com was being evil to me
lucky for me
crunchyroll was realllllyyyyyyyy niceeeeeeee
i finally got to watch VAmpire Knights Anime
and i m loving it ^^Kaname & Zero are LOVEEEEE~~~
though i prefer the Manga drawings by Hino Matsuri better
*I LUV D MANGA!!!!*
but the storyline is not bad
so i m really.really looking forward for the 2nd episode

huwaaaaaaa..
back to boring studies
please pray i do not fail my medicine
huhuhuhu~~~

edit:--i saw a rainbow yesterday...it was wonderful to see one after a long time^^

XOXO~~~

dear handphone

i m handphone-less rite now

the screen is dead...

i m using my friend's extra handphone now

i dunno whose number i m replying to..hahah

i m too broke to buy a new one
someone please donate me some money~~~

for now i pray for my handphone's safety
who will undergo LCDectomy *ganbarimasuuu*

p/s:-
thinks i should name my handphone cause its too irritating to type out H-A-N-D-P-H-O-N-E again and again....better... i should name every single personal belonging~~~

XOXO

23

i was suppose to do this yesterday
but..
sleep demon got the best of me..huwaaaaaaa
*bad sleep demon making me fall behind in my studiesT,T*

so nway
its better late than never

otanjyoubi omedetou YaMaPI!!!may u have all d most oiichik cake-ys to eat^^

and of course
happy 23rd bday puan sharlenemay ur persatuan ibu2 prosper..huwawawa
*HUGS*

^_____________^V

d one when i feel like him

Hero Jaejoong -
He is the person that the crew loves so much.
Even though during the first meeting he was the only one that everyone tried to avoid. *like me*
Everyone would go to Changmin, Yunho, Micky, and Junsu but nobody would talk to Jaejoong. *me also*
And this was the question Jaejoong asked the crew about why nobody talked to him.
The crew said because Jaejoong you don't smile, everyone got scared thought you were moody. Jaejoong jokingly said no he didn't want to smile because he wouldn't look good when he smiled. Then he tried to share jokes and everything. The crew said Jaejoong won their hearts with his charisma

i can b like jaejoong too rite???
*sigh*

stand by me

dis is me on another yeay its holiday tomorrow!!!
and currently recovering & trying to enjoy medicine posting?

sooo
i was just thinking
although i might not be popular
and the fact that some of my classmates of 3-4 years actually don't know me
or can't even remember my name
or confuse me with my-other-some-what-look-alike-friends

i don't really care about it anymore
nor will i feel annoyed about it

cause all i need are friends who care & understand me
even though there would be only a few.....
it would be better than a whole classroom full of people who don't give a damn about you
gonna work extra hard for medicine
wish me luck^^

for me to rant..and nobody else

i m done packing my stuff
hope i dont forget anything
it s raining outside...
what a way to make my life right now more melancholic
it s super deserted right now..
everyone who is going to kelantan already left
and it s raining now....

i m hoping it will stop some time later
coz it would b a hassle pulling my bag when it's raining
plus i ll have to bring an umbrella..suxXx

i m hoping everyone will have a safe journey
enjoy their selves

to my friends farah & yaa
although u may not read this
i wish u the best of luck & happiness in ur futures
"SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!!!"

till next time
hopefully i ll reach penang safely too

XOXO~~~

the longest yard~~~

today is a very lonely day
i was actually wondering if i shld write what i m feeling on bloggie or not
but since d ppl who actually read my blog are mostly the ppl who know me
i dont think it would be a good idea
coz it doesnt feel good to betray ppl
or b betrayed
yeah..i kinda had both today
coz i kinda betrayed my friend for my own selfish self
but rite now
i really need to b alone
i hate being lonely
but its for d best
gomen ne ppl~~

so moving on
d holidays starts today * so i m free to update my blog *
and d college is really deserted
just me & my trusty lappie rite now
some who are going to kelantan tomorrow,to attend our friends wedding are still somewhere here in melaka...
i really feel bad for not being able to congratulate them properly..
oh well i ll give them a call later~~~
now its just me in this not so big hostel..kewl lehh
the previous me wouldnt even give this a try
definitely will ask my dad or abang to pick me up as soon as class is finished
i m always spoilt by my family...one way or another
but now..
i sure could use the time alone to sort things out
ooo btw..i m going back to penang tomorow too
not too excited though..coz mind my is still in a mess

aaa....
saw this very gedik person's blog whom most ppl say resembles me
no offence...she is DAMN FAT
ok..this proves i m OBESEEEEE!!!!
so ppl..dont try to cover it up
i know i m FAT....*not to mention fugly..huhuhu*
and that confirms it all
u guys dont have to b too nice to me
some honesty would be nice* though most of the time it would hurt..ouch*
if its about something for the better..i m willing to hear it out and change
somehow..i feel that there is much to change about myself
taking my time just isnt doing me any good
i guess it's time to grow up........

long entry after a long time...
till next time..
XOXO ~~~~

faith..if it ever exist

random thoughts

nothing last forever

evrything is burning up

it s just a matter of time

to say

good bye~~~

until that time arrives

thank you

fated foreign freindship^^

i m finnaly writing
yatta...haha
yeah of cos i m gonna note down yesterdays event

though our energy was down to the lowest by the time we finish surgery &commed our exam
that nights event totally hyped us all out...
and d best thing is
we get to meet dis grp of fantastic ppl
esp frm japan*duh..why else would we volunteer..ahaha*
dis japanese guys are really cute & friendly
and of cos TALL^^
how kewl is dat

aa..i m tired i cant think straight
will edit dis soon
overall its a fun event excpt for a few dis dat..ahaha
ok..oyasumi frens^^

bday

SENGIL CHUKAE JAEJOONG OPPA^^

may all your dreams come true..
saranghae~~~

learning korean~~

mari belajar bahasa korea..
sankyouu sheila 4 d clip

c anyone familiar..hehehe
effective way to learn to speak KOrean
dont u all think so
good luck & happy karaoke-ing ^^

cakap "need one kuih yo"
hahah

d lucky one

just a thought...

would your life b considerd as lucky
if everyone loves u so much
they are OK wif everything u do
as long as you are HAPPY
never ever feeling the PAIN or WORRIES with them
even though...
they feel HURT...
LEFT OUT...
LONELY...
DISAPPOINTED...
your whole world is protected
like a GLASS BALL...
sealed with unconditional love..

how they could go on like this
is a mystery..
however a greater mystery
is how the person loved so much never realize all this
maybe because of other distractions
dont know..

moral of d story:-
appreciate your loved ones more
sometimes you tend to overlook the things they do
to get your attention...

3rd times a charm^^

1st try

Life with Dong Bang Shin Ki
Name / Username
Your Dong Bang?	YunHo
Was he impolite or polite when he first met you.	Impolite
How did he first see you?	His friends showed him your picture he said
What was his first impression on you?	Oh I shouldn't be impolite to her or she might hit me
At first why did he fall for you?	Your kindness
What did he first say to you?	Saranghae in a cute way
This quiz by *Rising_Sun* - Taken 11 Times.

*yadaaaaaaaa...x moh yunho....i m loyal k*

2nd try

Life with Dong Bang Shin Ki
Name / Username
Your Dong Bang?	YooChun
Was he impolite or polite when he first met you.	Impolite
How did he first see you?	At the set of a TV show which both of you were in he said
What was his first impression on you?	I like her
At first why did he fall for you?	Your laugh
What did he first say to you?	Annyeonghaseyo/Annyeong/Annyeongshemnika
This fun quiz by *Rising_Sun* - Taken 11 Times.

*huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...jaejoonggggg help me*

3rd try

Life with Dong Bang Shin Ki
Name / Username
Your Dong Bang?	Jaejoong
Was he impolite or polite when he first met you.	Very polite
How did he first see you?	His friends showed him your picture he said
What was his first impression on you?	She's so cute
At first why did he fall for you?	Your face
What did he first say to you?	He just hugged you O.O
This cool quiz by *Rising_Sun* - Taken 11 Times.

*kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...jae^^*

now i can sleep in peace~~
oyacumik minna..

p/s:_wanna do dis quiz..head on to mag's bloggie^^
zZZZzzzzzzzzzz...............

i want..arghhh~~~

I REALLY WANT THIS BOOK!!!!!

oo damn i bet everyone wants it too*isnt d cover just too kewL!!!*
wanna guess the title???
lemme just give another hint....got it??
huwaaaaaaaaaaa
i give up talking to myself
its probably old news to some
but to me who is d "katak bawah tempurung"
this is like the founding of 7 wonders of the world~~~
i mean this is....
THE BOOK DUMBELDORE LEFT TO HERMIONE WHEN HE DIED!!!
"THE TALES OF BEEDLE THE BARD"
yeah i know it's fictional and all
but guess what
there is only 7 books in the world
all handwritten & illustrated by JK Rowling
6 as gifts
1 auctioned ...
ooo what i would do to get my hands on one of the books
if only i m filthy rich *sigh*
i bet it will be like centuries later that this book is gonna b released to the public
damn it~~~

same old brand new me^^

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

hahahaha...
good^^V
just what i needed to read dis new year
lets all be young at heart~~

coz i m greedy like dat~~~

just my personal thoughts
so fangirLs please don't throw me knives or bricks..
non fangirLs plz skip..coz u prolly won't understand a thing

i read that uchi is gonna be in a drama*yeay*
and ryo is gonna do guest appearance..

yeah i should be happy that he is finally in the spotlight
happy that he made a speedy upgrade from trainee to junior

demo...
uchi is gonna continue his career as a solo artist
meaning no uchi in NewS or K8...rite???

all this is reminding me of toma & d 4tops
now i understand 4tops fans.........

no doubt uchi will shine with his talent
but it wouLdn't be the same..............

greedy me...i shouLd already be gratefuL for all this no
so uchi ganbarimassssuu k !!!!
i ll cheer for U with haLF of my heart to the fullest
gomen coz jae just stole the other haLf..heheheh~~~
*another sign of my greed*

p/s :_
in need of lotsa of money to do my electives in japan...
damn all i can do is dream about it
while i get stuck doing my elective in some hospital in penang....ALONE*sigh*

my lil princess^^

WELCOME BACK UCHI!!!!

finally uchi....
after the long awaited moment
i just cant wait for d drama...
i promise...
i will definitely watch it
no matter how pathetic it gets..
after all i had lotsa of practice
seen worse dramas..haha
and we'll c what will happen if u join News & K8 back
just join K8,for all i care
just come back & sing hokay~~~~

me..ME...and onLy mE...hahah~~

got dis 4 frm hana
just for fun...

what does my name mean????

You entered: noor farradiana

There are 14 letters in your name.
Those 14 letters total to 72
There are 7 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means:
You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.


my bday???

Your date of conception was on or about 13 August 1984 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Taurus.
Your Life path number is 7.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Don't forget, you are always on our minds.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 15 Sha'ban 1405 (1405-8-15).

Your birthstone is Emerald

The Mystical properties of Emerald

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Chrysoprase


Your birth tree is

Poplar, the Uncertainty

Looks very decorative, no self-confident behaviour, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organiser, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious.


long.long explanation..
seems like i hv a strong destiny for 7..anyone else 7??

You've Changed 56% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

2008~~

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

THNX 4 ALL D FUN TIMES IN 2007~~

PREASEEEE BEAR WITH ME THIS YEAR TOO ne m(-.-)m

i m stil here?

PURPLE IS OFFICIALLY MY FAV COLOUR

for now...hahaha~~

sudden realization
i m wearing purple baju kurung today
destiny???

ok..
just some random musings for a certain someone who feels like she's talking to d wall coz no one is updating their blogs..hohohoh~~~

but hell i m too lazy
wif Malaysian studies summary and case write up assignments
i m totally sleep deprived
how did we ever get dis busy minna????????
tell meeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhh.......

so lesson of yesterday
DON;T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER
A really handsome and talented guy couLd b a jerk too

well...
mostly except of cos my JAE..
*avoids bricks*
oo but i bet yamapi is ok too..hahaha~~

where are u uchi????

i m a BIPOLAR fangirl
my friends are crazy
that's how i stay sane~~~

T + H + E + E + N + D

for now~~

about lessOns and hoLS

long time no bloggie...

been kinda busy with kiasu-ing..

Muar is finally over..

but Melaka isn't too fun either...

a lesson well learnt today...

be punctual..
leave when u r suppose to...
u never know what's gonna happen to u next
a specialist might just call u some mother f***er
or punch u in the face for just parking in his alloted are..
u never knoOoow..huhuhu~~~

but Raya and Christmas is just around the corner no
so lets just 4get about bad memories and be happy
will be goIng back to Penang tonite
finally a holiday
back with family..
^___________________^V

so peeps......
SELAMAT HARI RAYA and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

last but not least
baby carolina chan...
u will be greatly missed by us all..huhu
be healthy k ^^

gonna pack my things now..
until i plan to write again
PEACE
to
ALL~~~

mother of all horror..uhuhu

i did NOT expect to get dis........

The medical specialty for you is.... Pediatrics

Pediatrics is the best of all specialties. As a pediatrician, you are extremely fond of children. After all, you must be, why else would you deal with those screaming ungrateful monsters 24 hours a day? But when you come home at night, it's all worthwhile, because you know you've cured a case of otitis media that might have taken at least a week longer to go away on its own.

To find out what specialty best fits your unique personality, go to:

What Medical Specialty Is For You?

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x logik...

aaa...tipu..tipu!!!!

i dont even like kids..LOL

ooo..ku terpesona^^V

this movie is best-ness
my facial muscles were used to d fullest today ^^
there wasnt even a time i stopped grinning watching it
and based on my observations other viewers enjoyed it too
i mean even d boys were excited..hahaha *SHOCKUUU*

d coolest part.............
when she sings and all d animals came to help her clean up
i really need to learn this ability..hahahaa~~
but damn my voice suxx
maybe i couLd get farah to do it for me..ngeh..ngehhh~~
my roOm rite now is like some mangsa banjir s home..*adeh.adeh*

anatomy test is over..yeayy~~~
but no drawings....
ok wateva..i dont care
as long as it's over

and goIng out wiF frens is d BEST!!!

^_________________^V

it s like a dream

DBSK CONCERT IS BEST-NESSS!!!!

EVERYONE ACTUALLY LOOK BETTER IN REAL LIFE THAN IN PICTURES..HUHUHUHU~~

HOMGGGGGG....
JAE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HENSEMMMMMMMMMM!!!
CANT ACTUALLY BELIEVED I HAD EYE CONTACT WITH HIM
OOOO... AND..AND................
HE GAVE US *SHOWER OF LOVE* ^^
OO MY LOVELY.LOVELY JAE~~~

AND JUNSUUUUUUUU
HE WAS ACTUALLY STANDING IN FRONT OF ME & HANA FOR A FEW MINUTES WE WERE LIKE STARING AT HIM
HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAA
EYE CONTACT FOR SOOO LONGGGGGGGGGG...*DIES*

CHANGMINNNNNNNNNNNIEE
WHY LAH U SO KIUT..HUHUUHUH
AND HE 'S LOOKS KINDA SHY..*PATS*PATS*

MICKYYYYYYYYY
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~
I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT FOR U...HUHUHU~~

DDNT GET TO SEE U-KNOW CLOSELY
BUT HE LOOKS TIRED
DDNT EVEN DANCE TO A FEW SONGS
BUT IT S OK U-KNOW JUST GET WELL SOON~~

ALL IN ALL..
I HAVE DIS MIXED FEELINGS
KINDA SAD TO SEE THEM GOING BACK TO KOREA
kesyahduan melanda when i hear their songs...huhuhu~~
jae oo jae...plz b safe k

tomorrow i will have to wake up early again..damn it

24 NOVEMBER 2007
DEFINITELY A DATE TO RMMBR~~

F = A = T

reducing amount of food intake u r used too

avoiding fast food as much as possible

avoiding sweet things

avoiding snacks at odd hours

all this are sure hard to do...............

it's tiring.....

but i m tryIng my best

i can't have all this reasons for me growing fat

never.and dont want too

sometimes i wonder how those anorexic & bulimic ppL do it
not that i'm trying to be like them...
daijoubu minna
i still have seLf control~~

some random musings

LOL..
i have to b loyal from now on
if not jae will b mad

o wht to do.wht to do???

i like NewS too XD XD

but jae is toooo kiyut ^^V

d life of a bipolar fangirL..sigh~~

on RL updates
1.bakIng~~
2.stardust agaIn...agaIn it's best-nessss ^^
3.midnite nightmare at MBO
4.condolences to a friend..*hugs*
5.mimiku head bands ^^
6.stupid com med end posting..yadaaa~~
7.and wateva i cant remmbr...huhuh

countdown 1 MORE WEEK TO GO!!!
weeeeeeeee~~~~

SHINIES^^V

8/11
finally the CDs arrived*yeay*
SHOCKUU of course coz it was suppose to be sent by slowest post
but damn glad it arrived so quickLy *lucky us*
hope wif dis my lil sis Ayu can think about SPM in peace..hahah~~
nway...d CDs are mecha.mecha GORGEOUS!!!
beautifuL shinies..i was probabLy blinded that day..huhu
so on to the pretty shinies ^^

precious NewS CD still in bubbLE wrap^^

huhuh...just opened CDs package

out of d parcel..and into our hands ready to be molested...hahahah~~
speciaL thanks to my cute lil sis AYu & abang ku yg baek hati that i m abLe to molest these CDs...ngeeeeee~~~~~
these blurry photos are courtesy of Alia kambeng coz my hp was dead on that day due to serious fangirLIng & shouting sessions wiF ryuuji..hahah~~*ryuuji look waht u did to my phone*

i miss the CDs...be safe at home ne...
*PEACE* to all..haha~~

last angeL

Online Videos by Veoh.com
*credits to dbsk forum & candy1pop on veoh

yadaaaaa...
not too near to koda kumi preaseee....
it hurts my eye...huhuhu~~~~

*edit:-i ddnt realize dis untiL ryuuji mentioned about it..u know theres dis grp of ang-moh-langs beside dbsk & koda...guess who they are...huwaaa..huwaaa...

they are BSB!!!!! *SHOCKU* and i tot they r dead..LOL~~

ravuuu letter pt 2..

2morow i shall say goodbye to my home made ravvuu letter

i hope they will arrive to their receivers safeLy...

i m counting on u guys to tell my love for them...so ganbatte ^^V

*finally its done..thank God i m in com med..or else i wouLdnt b abLe to finish it..

*ooo..yehh..sankyouu to maryam for the punchers...farah for teman-ing getting the stuff for the ravvu letter....and sukebe kitsune for proof readIng my cheeesyyy letters..hahahha~~

*now i just cant waiT for the concert ^^

ok...gonna do DBSK concert prelude part 2 wif me peeps...

jyaa~~~