today is a very lonely day
i was actually wondering if i shld write what i m feeling on bloggie or not
but since d ppl who actually read my blog are mostly the ppl who know me
i dont think it would be a good idea
coz it doesnt feel good to betray ppl
or b betrayed
yeah..i kinda had both today
coz i kinda betrayed my friend for my own selfish self
but rite now
i really need to b alone
i hate being lonely
but its for d best
gomen ne ppl~~
so moving on
d holidays starts today * so i m free to update my blog *
and d college is really deserted
just me & my trusty lappie rite now
some who are going to kelantan tomorrow,to attend our friends wedding are still somewhere here in melaka...
i really feel bad for not being able to congratulate them properly..
oh well i ll give them a call later~~~
now its just me in this not so big hostel..kewl lehh
the previous me wouldnt even give this a try
definitely will ask my dad or abang to pick me up as soon as class is finished
i m always spoilt by my family...one way or another
but now..
i sure could use the time alone to sort things out
ooo btw..i m going back to penang tomorow too
not too excited though..coz mind my is still in a mess
aaa....
saw this very gedik person's blog whom most ppl say resembles me
no offence...she is DAMN FAT
ok..this proves i m OBESEEEEE!!!!
so ppl..dont try to cover it up
i know i m FAT....*not to mention fugly..huhuhu*
and that confirms it all
u guys dont have to b too nice to me
some honesty would be nice* though most of the time it would hurt..ouch*
if its about something for the better..i m willing to hear it out and change
somehow..i feel that there is much to change about myself
taking my time just isnt doing me any good
i guess it's time to grow up........
long entry after a long time...
till next time..
XOXO ~~~~
