thriller

i have a scary story to share...

was oncall yesterday
pm was quite busy
so i only got to clean myself late at night...

and that was when i realize...

dun dun dun....

nope i didn't see ghost

but i freak out like hell
whyyyyy???
because my comfy loose khakis i had since college was soooo tight i had to hold my breath trying to zip it up...
my poor tummy was all squashed up

damn....
never realized i had gain those fatties that much
i blame it on the humongous blue scrubs i had to wear during final posting & wearing baju kurung most of the time this days
haishhh~~~
need to start thinking of exercising ???
how much does laser / liposuction cost this days
hahaha

ok la
end of scary story

sorry for the false intro
but no writing ghost stories for me as i don't intend on meeting one...
nurul & mag u can open your eyes now ^^
haha

bye~~

clueless me

i m unfortunately again at O&G clinic today...
i think my boss is trying to sabotage me laaa
she already knows i hate O&G..huhu

was already freaking scared because boss said the pincher specialist S will be coming
one thing...me & her...not on good terms laaa
haishh
me..purposely came late to clinic because i hate seeing her
(technically & ethically not wrong because 1.30 pm is still lunch break and i value my lunch break...thank you very much)
which is stupid i came to realize after i saw all the seats were taken leaving one in front of specialist...huhu
moral of the story 1 :- dont come late for clinic

but lucky me...it wasn't the pincher specialist S
it was bipolar specialist S
ok whatever...
buttttttt........
as usual q&a sessions with me la..
bla bla bla
most of them i dunno
whatever..

than saw a case of endometritis
ET 13.4mm
(bluek my scan skills still sucks)
after d/w specialist was ask to start on combined OCP
KIV for diagnostic lap KIV ablation
wrote prescription of combined OCP
staff nurse ask me
what to start
got so many brands
i was -->...................
i dunno la..wait i confirm
moral of story 2 :- ignorance is not always a bliss..but honestly i don't care esp when it comes to O&G stuff..haha

moral of the whole story :
i m an MO...you cant extend me anymore...hahah...all you can do is guide me..if not..fine..you can always get another MO to come to clinic...i m more than happy not to come...i m doing you a favor coming to clinic so that can finish fast..lol...

lazy lazy sunday...

one thing great about being MO is of course more weekend off...
ehhh wait wait...
i still have to oncall 2 weekends....like when i was a HO...
and i have 7 active oncalls this month...just like when i was a HO
so how is this good..haha
ok i lied a bitttt less oncall laaaaaa compared to HO-ship...
but still more than 5..haishh

today is lazy sunday
but had to do a bit of laundry & cook by myself as mama & abang left for KL
only me , my lil sis & dad at home...
damn i miss mama's cooking..huhu

anyway my current anime fav
chrome shelled regios ^^

this is Layfon Wolfstein Alseif..and he is really really cool..huhu
currently the wallpaper of my lappie ^^

3more ep left on Animax
haishh
i want the DVD
need to find for it later

tomorrow monday again
meaning :-
1.have to work
2.have to stay at kepala batas quarters again..huhu
3.1 more day to another oncall
4.lots more to sigh about

growing up

responsibilities...

the bigger , the more expectations...

somehow wish to be 6th poster forever

oo well it's a learning curve..

hate this laaaa

i m soooo soooo damn angry with that one particular stupid department

they have no guilt or conscience at all that they had just ruined someones life

the people who work hard & actually are quite good

and letting those other useless people pass....

arghhh...

just hate those brainless people laa.....

haishhh

night 1

was on my 2nd last night shift

and it was an OT call

there were too many caesarean sections

that we had to open a second OT for a laparotomy

problem is

there was only 1 OT MO

1 OT HO

and only 1 team of scrub & Ga nurse

specialist G was oncall that day

he wanted me to start induce the patient in second OT

as usual laaaa
me & my boss-phobia

felt nervous because i have to be with my specialist
what if i did something wrong
or cannot intubate a Mallampati score I patient
and me being clumsy doesn't help much laaa..haishhh

Thank God everything went on smoothly

out of the blue

specialist G said
"F , now i know what you should be...Anaesthetist..."
somehow i think he remembered our conversation that i dont really know what to do as an MO

i gave him a blank look through my mask and said
"boss...A&E people also can intubate laa...haha"

after that inserted arterial line & triple lumen for the patient

he even had time to joke around with the surgical team,saying that his houseman is not letting him do anything~~

i was only thinking
hello boss..i m a HO...i m supposed to do this things..haishhh
nevermind
thank God it went well~~~

change

i got to know my placement for MO-ship yesterday

God answered my prayers when i wish to get out of the hospital i m currently in

and so

HKB it is....

i m gonna die there~~

this transfer makes me think

i m gonna miss all my favourite specialist especially specialist W
there would be no more of their sudden appearance to make me feel better when everything is a mess...
there would be no more brotherly MOs who dote on me & buy me yummy & free lunch
there would be no more playing the department pet

it's gonna be all up to me

i m freaking scared

hopefully everything goes well for me...