sweet escape

the specialist oncall today (he's the one who is quite fatherly, on & off forgetting my simple name & looks super stress during oncalls...LOL) asked if i was going to our department annual night

the blur me obviously did not even know it exist..
so when he ask me to go
i automatically said yes...
the problem is being where i am now..at lowest of the food chain saying yes to my superiors comes just like a reflex...but just work related laa k ppl~~

5 minutes later i was already regretting

enough with having to fake smile my way everyday at work

trying to force my self socializing with them while trying to eat something supposedly delicious

i have already loss my appetite thinking about it..huhu

thank God this specialist if quite fatherly
if it was the other specialist i m sure i can't wiggle my way out..huhu
bravely i said i can't got
he wanted a valid reason
i didn't get to answer when he asked "u going out with ur boyfren ke??"
and on reflex again i said yes..haha

whatever...as long as i got to escape that night....

i m amazed at how i m gaining weight despite losing appetite at the thought of them
my metabolism must be running slower...
damn i hate getting old...
need to start swimming
one day~~~