i m depressed...
i guess anyone reading my entries could sense that
but last night
i was blessed with the appearance of my favourite specialist whom i had not seen so long
apparently he knew i was in the current department
yeah he saw me a few times in O.T & doing pre op
but we never chat much..........
apparently i was too busy..huhu
until last night........
it was nice
i don't know how he does it
but it made me smile while going to sleep last night
not that i was able to
got disturb for low BP impending collapse while happily grinning in bed..hihi
only had 1 hour sleep until am r/v
but thanx to favourite specialist
i was energetically resuscitating patient
my MO even ask , "ehh u x penat ke ??"
me , " mmm just holding on..hehe"
i miss favourite specialist.............
i wish i get to feel the magic every now and than
especially when i m upset~~~
LOL
