disgusting feeling

i have mentioned before

and i will mention again...

how is it possible that free balanja-ed delicious food can taste disgusting to my tastebuds??

well my friends

apparently it's possible

simple common sense & logic

when you dislike someone or something

anything that someone touch or gives becomes horrible

i m serioussss....

example :-

i puke out the food the superior i dislike belanja-ed which i had to force myself to down after course into the toilet bowl of my home...
and oddly...the after feeling was surprisingly surreal~~~

ooo i just saw my schedule
i think i might get cyclical vomiting on Monday & Tuesday
yeay~~~

p/s :- life is short...do try to make the best of it..RIP SK...

self note :- life is short...don't let others ruin it for you!!! hwaiting to self!!

not appreciated

helloo to the royal greatness

we are housemans

in a learning process

and working our hardest to do the best for patient

but

if we are not good enough for the great MO

we will be more than happy to let them oncall alone

thank you...

post night shift day 1

pre night shift day 2

i should rest & sleep~~~

what?

hello people..

don't you think it's just plain annoying to be asked stupid questions

for example asking a houseman in the particular ward at around ~9pm if they are night shift duty
duh would anyone be stupid enough to be at their working place when they don't have to

common sense laaa...

or asking the next morning if they were postnight & in the end not letting go back early pon...baek x payah tanyaaaa >.<

or what time the houseman went back that postnight shift....like it would really matter

and of course other zillion stupid questions i m to annoyed to answer but had to just because they are my superiors *thank God there are such things as 3 ply face mask to cover the annoyed face*


ok even the question i m asking at the beginning of the post is stupid...

i must be badly affected..

blerghh

midas touch

i m depressed...

i guess anyone reading my entries could sense that

but last night

i was blessed with the appearance of my favourite specialist whom i had not seen so long
apparently he knew i was in the current department
yeah he saw me a few times in O.T & doing pre op
but we never chat much..........
apparently i was too busy..huhu

until last night........
it was nice
i don't know how he does it
but it made me smile while going to sleep last night
not that i was able to
got disturb for low BP impending collapse while happily grinning in bed..hihi
only had 1 hour sleep until am r/v

but thanx to favourite specialist
i was energetically resuscitating patient
my MO even ask , "ehh u x penat ke ??"
me , " mmm just holding on..hehe"

i miss favourite specialist.............
i wish i get to feel the magic every now and than
especially when i m upset~~~

LOL

bubblepop

how can free food ever be not good

especially when it's the boss who belanja

free food are always good

but of course for some weird reason

the bratty subordinate decide not to touch them

until was reminded a few times

in the end had to eat dengan hati not ikhlas......

ungrateful subordinate even unintentionally ignored boss

well not really

subordinate just doing job...nanti orang ckp MIA plk

hohoh

but not like boss gonna realize pon kan...

subordinate is just another person...a useless one plk tu

of course guilty conscience comes knocking at the end of the day

damage is done

all that can be done is damage control

ok

grow up brat..

thank you

bye

disposable

once upon a time during teaching session....

specialist on-call points to me

"come nearer...i m not going to eat you..."

yeah right

that's what you say

appearance can be deceiving....

anything which looks benign on the outside could be malignant on the inside
and vice versa.....

i m just saying

but that doesn't mean i m going to trust them
because they don't deserve it
much less need it

after all
most of us are nothing to them
just some useless additions to their team
why request for more than?
just let me go

please forgive me
this is the miserable person talking~