as a houseman
i know i might be lacking on the knowledge part
because i m lazy i know...
but i try to compensate it all by trying to get experience
helping others.......
yeah maybe there are times my work is a bit messy & slip shot
but never have i been said i have poor working ethics
being told that
makes me feel i m useless
i m a lil bit blur and slow compared to others
but i m trying my best to cope T.T
the current department i m in is a new thing for me
though i didn't want it in the first place as i knew i have no confidence
i try to believe it's God will for me......
but how come upto this day i m still having second thoughts
A&E sounds a lot better
though its all hard work
i feel i ll be more useful
and maybe
happier~~~
but the grass always looks greener on the other side of the fence..haishh
