i have to admit
i m...
the centre of attraction of my family
the pet of my friends & colleagues
the little sis to the MOs & specialists (in other postings)
resulting me being a little pampered brat~~~
too bad here in surgical i don't really have that privilege yet
living in fear every second of time
for making any mistakes or something being missed out
for being blank & mute when the specialist questions you and you get too nervous to answer
and of course the ultimate extension of 3 months
f ***
i m starting to swear again
something i ll do when i m too stress
s***
i can't think anymore
damn~
