probably tomorrow..
the anxiety is killing me
but there is also something else that is bugging me this days
saying goodbyes~
i was never good at saying good byes
because i hate crying
most of the time
i live things hanging just like that........
if there is a chance
we will meet again
that's what i want to believe...
so when i couldn't make it to gatherings
it's not that i don't want to
there is a lot things that i/we are going through/on my mind
but i m willing to bet that there would be more than enough people to fill in my small empty spot~
the gathering would still be a happy one
so friend if today is the last time i see you
i m really sorry for making you mad...
but please know that you do have a special place in my heart
it's going to be very hard to forget you..especially you being someone eccentric in my life..lol
so please forgive me
and thanx for everything
till we meet again?
