packing

never thought packing would be so hard
i stayed up the whole night
folding clothes that was never ending
i wonder how it mountain up to this much..huhu
even with the huge bag
all my clothes cannot be fit in
packing my books
was no easier
no matter how i put it into boxes
there are still more on my table,shelf,drawers
i m more than positive now those books multiply itself *gyahhh*
and the books weigh tonnes too T.T
there goes all the money for postals..huhu
all other stuff
can i just leave it here
i m going crazy already
mama please come quick

on side note :
packing makes me sad especially when i have to go back early...i can't spend more time with my friends..i m so gonna miss them~
gonna miss my room lots too..goodbye ac room & hot water

our happy ending^^

ALHAMDULILLAH

WE ARE NOW DOCTORS!!!

CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 15

WE DID IT^^

to my beloved V.IP.s
thanx for everything
thanx for always being there for me through all the laughter & cries
life would be soooo unbearable without you gals*hugs*
definitely gonna miss u all*sob sob*

to my friends
you guys are definitely the best bunch of friends i've met so far
thanking the Allmighty for that

to my partner & jiran of 5 years
although both of you are always missing
you guys totally make up for it
by making me laugh
and being there at least when i really need your help

to my groupmates
though there were many dramas
we did have some fun rite..
haha

to my batchmates
i m really proud of being part of this strong batch
congratulations again doctors of batch 15
we did it^^

gonna pack up all my things now
my parents are coming tomorrow
sure gonna miss all my friends
love u all lots
thanx so much for everything
sorry for anything i did wrong
friends forever~~

sorry

exam result is not out yet
probably tomorrow..
the anxiety is killing me
but there is also something else that is bugging me this days
saying goodbyes~
i was never good at saying good byes
because i hate crying
most of the time
i live things hanging just like that........
if there is a chance
we will meet again
that's what i want to believe...
so when i couldn't make it to gatherings
it's not that i don't want to
there is a lot things that i/we are going through/on my mind
but i m willing to bet that there would be more than enough people to fill in my small empty spot~
the gathering would still be a happy one
so friend if today is the last time i see you
i m really sorry for making you mad...
but please know that you do have a special place in my heart
it's going to be very hard to forget you..especially you being someone eccentric in my life..lol
so please forgive me
and thanx for everything
till we meet again?

yeah i am scared

my future is gonna be decided on friday

i m freaking scared

i just hope Allah lets me pass..

a happy ending..i hope

FINALLY FREAKING DONE WITH FINALS MBBS!!!!

and i sure hope

that this will be the last

cause i m freaking tired of this crap...

plz plz GOD lemme & my freinds pass!! amin~

sure working as a houseofficer isn't all beds of roses cause it does have thorns too

but at least.............

i will get paid

XD XD

haiyaaa...klua suda sifat mata duetan materialistika..LOL

whatever la as long as i get out of this freaking college..

though i will definitely miss my IMPORTANTS!!!

speaking of which....

it's CHIBI-chan's b-day today

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY DEAR!!
wishing u all the best things in life again this year *hugs*

tipah tertipu..lol

a stupid story my sister told me in an attempt to make me laugh...

A : i have a friend yg agak lembut
Me : okie..soo
A : ada a fren of dia tgk facebook pics dia..pastuh npk ada gmbr sorg girl cun
Me : don't tell me it's him
A : his fren tny la sape nih..ur awek ke? kiut la
Me : pastuh?
A : the lembut guy blush..
Me : ..........*was thinking confirm that lembut guy*
A : he said it's him..he used photoshop to make his hair long & make up
Me : ooooookie~~~~

i didn't laugh
but
thnx for trying
XD XD

moral of the story :-
don't judge a book by it's cover??
LOL

quoting a classmates fb status:
"... intrigued by ppl's photogenicity....good looking photos are extremely deceiving...sum gurls look great in photos but in reality, i'd rather stare at the sun... The magic of the camera and hours of posing.... "

happy belated birthday mama

been stressing a lot yesterday
too many breakdowns to count
that i totally forgot my mama's bday
until this morning...

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY MAMA!!
MAY ALLAH BLESS U WITH ALL THE HAPPINESS IN LIFE & GOOD HEALTH!!
you deserve all the best things in life
for bringing me,kak,abang,alia & ayu into this world
for guiding us to be the people that we are now
for encouraging us
for always being there for us
for all those prayers u made for us
for your most wonderful oiishi food
and all other things that u do that makes us the best of what we are
love u lotssss mama!!