night 1

was on my 2nd last night shift

and it was an OT call

there were too many caesarean sections

that we had to open a second OT for a laparotomy

problem is

there was only 1 OT MO

1 OT HO

and only 1 team of scrub & Ga nurse

specialist G was oncall that day

he wanted me to start induce the patient in second OT

as usual laaaa
me & my boss-phobia

felt nervous because i have to be with my specialist
what if i did something wrong
or cannot intubate a Mallampati score I patient
and me being clumsy doesn't help much laaa..haishhh

Thank God everything went on smoothly

out of the blue

specialist G said
"F , now i know what you should be...Anaesthetist..."
somehow i think he remembered our conversation that i dont really know what to do as an MO

i gave him a blank look through my mask and said
"boss...A&E people also can intubate laa...haha"

after that inserted arterial line & triple lumen for the patient

he even had time to joke around with the surgical team,saying that his houseman is not letting him do anything~~

i was only thinking
hello boss..i m a HO...i m supposed to do this things..haishhh
nevermind
thank God it went well~~~

change

i got to know my placement for MO-ship yesterday

God answered my prayers when i wish to get out of the hospital i m currently in

and so

HKB it is....

i m gonna die there~~

this transfer makes me think

i m gonna miss all my favourite specialist especially specialist W
there would be no more of their sudden appearance to make me feel better when everything is a mess...
there would be no more brotherly MOs who dote on me & buy me yummy & free lunch
there would be no more playing the department pet

it's gonna be all up to me

i m freaking scared

hopefully everything goes well for me...

you and i

gonna try to lose weight this year ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

though a day late at wishing >.<
was too busy lazing around on a limited edition weekend off ^^;

new year 2012
but same old me
still a houseman trying my best to survive
but some of my friends are finally full fledged medical officer kicking off the new year with a whole new responsibilities & expectations
to them ALL THE BEST !!
hugs hugs XOXO

yeah so same old me
but with a new set of resolution
gonna have a few so that i wont be disappointed that my new year's resolution is not achieved
hopefully i get to achieve at least one this year...gambarimasuuu~~~