Wednesday, March 28, 2012

thriller

i have a scary story to share...

was oncall yesterday
pm was quite busy
so i only got to clean myself late at night...

and that was when i realize...

dun dun dun....

nope i didn't see ghost

but i freak out like hell
whyyyyy???
because my comfy loose khakis i had since college was soooo tight i had to hold my breath trying to zip it up...
my poor tummy was all squashed up

damn....
never realized i had gain those fatties that much
i blame it on the humongous blue scrubs i had to wear during final posting & wearing baju kurung most of the time this days
haishhh~~~
need to start thinking of exercising ???
how much does laser / liposuction cost this days
hahaha

ok la
end of scary story

sorry for the false intro
but no writing ghost stories for me as i don't intend on meeting one...
nurul & mag u can open your eyes now ^^
haha

bye~~

Monday, March 26, 2012

clueless me

i m unfortunately again at O&G clinic today...
i think my boss is trying to sabotage me laaa
she already knows i hate O&G..huhu

was already freaking scared because boss said the pincher specialist S will be coming
one thing...me & her...not on good terms laaa
haishh
me..purposely came late to clinic because i hate seeing her
(technically & ethically not wrong because 1.30 pm is still lunch break and i value my lunch break...thank you very much)
which is stupid i came to realize after i saw all the seats were taken leaving one in front of specialist...huhu
moral of the story 1 :- dont come late for clinic

but lucky me...it wasn't the pincher specialist S
it was bipolar specialist S
ok whatever...
buttttttt........
as usual q&a sessions with me la..
bla bla bla
most of them i dunno
whatever..

than saw a case of endometritis
ET 13.4mm
(bluek my scan skills still sucks)
after d/w specialist was ask to start on combined OCP
KIV for diagnostic lap KIV ablation
wrote prescription of combined OCP
staff nurse ask me
what to start
got so many brands
i was -->...................
i dunno la..wait i confirm
moral of story 2 :- ignorance is not always a bliss..but honestly i don't care esp when it comes to O&G stuff..haha

moral of the whole story :

i m an MO...you cant extend me anymore...hahah...all you can do is guide me..if not..fine..you can always get another MO to come to clinic...i m more than happy not to come...i m doing you a favor coming to clinic so that can finish fast..lol...

Sunday, March 25, 2012

lazy lazy sunday...

one thing great about being MO is of course more weekend off...
ehhh wait wait...
i still have to oncall 2 weekends....like when i was a HO...
and i have 7 active oncalls this month...just like when i was a HO
so how is this good..haha
ok i lied a bitttt less oncall laaaaaa compared to HO-ship...
but still more than 5..haishh

today is lazy sunday
but had to do a bit of laundry & cook by myself as mama & abang left for KL
only me , my lil sis & dad at home...
damn i miss mama's cooking..huhu

anyway my current anime fav
chrome shelled regios ^^
this is Layfon Wolfstein Alseif..and he is really really cool..huhu
currently the wallpaper of my lappie ^^

3more ep left on Animax
haishh
i want the DVD
need to find for it later

tomorrow monday again
meaning :-
1.have to work
2.have to stay at kepala batas quarters again..huhu
3.1 more day to another oncall
4.lots more to sigh about

Sunday, February 19, 2012

growing up

responsibilities...

the bigger , the more expectations...

somehow wish to be 6th poster forever

oo well it's a learning curve..

Friday, February 03, 2012

hate this laaaa

i m soooo soooo damn angry with that one particular stupid department

they have no guilt or conscience at all that they had just ruined someones life

the people who work hard & actually are quite good

and letting those other useless people pass....

arghhh...

just hate those brainless people laa.....

haishhh

Monday, January 30, 2012

night 1

was on my 2nd last night shift

and it was an OT call

there were too many caesarean sections

that we had to open a second OT for a laparotomy

problem is

there was only 1 OT MO

1 OT HO

and only 1 team of scrub & Ga nurse

specialist G was oncall that day

he wanted me to start induce the patient in second OT

as usual laaaa
me & my boss-phobia

felt nervous because i have to be with my specialist
what if i did something wrong
or cannot intubate a Mallampati score I patient
and me being clumsy doesn't help much laaa..haishhh

Thank God everything went on smoothly

out of the blue

specialist G said
"F , now i know what you should be...Anaesthetist..."
somehow i think he remembered our conversation that i dont really know what to do as an MO

i gave him a blank look through my mask and said
"boss...A&E people also can intubate laa...haha"

after that inserted arterial line & triple lumen for the patient

he even had time to joke around with the surgical team,saying that his houseman is not letting him do anything~~

i was only thinking
hello boss..i m a HO...i m supposed to do this things..haishhh
nevermind
thank God it went well~~~

Saturday, January 21, 2012

change

i got to know my placement for MO-ship yesterday

God answered my prayers when i wish to get out of the hospital i m currently in

and so

HKB it is....

i m gonna die there~~

this transfer makes me think

i m gonna miss all my favourite specialist especially specialist W
there would be no more of their sudden appearance to make me feel better when everything is a mess...
there would be no more brotherly MOs who dote on me & buy me yummy & free lunch
there would be no more playing the department pet

it's gonna be all up to me

i m freaking scared

hopefully everything goes well for me...

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

Monday, January 02, 2012

gonna try to lose weight this year ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

though a day late at wishing >.<
was too busy lazing around on a limited edition weekend off ^^;

new year 2012
but same old me
still a houseman trying my best to survive
but some of my friends are finally full fledged medical officer kicking off the new year with a whole new responsibilities & expectations
to them ALL THE BEST !!
hugs hugs XOXO

yeah so same old me
but with a new set of resolution
gonna have a few so that i wont be disappointed that my new year's resolution is not achieved
hopefully i get to achieve at least one this year...gambarimasuuu~~~