mask

alone

in Palliative care Unit

life sucks

i m a fake

so that things go my way

i hate it

being fake

but it makes life easier

and i hate it

especially unknown callers/texters

never introduce self

act as if they know me

WTH

go away la~~

sleep

is still the best

might as well quit housemanship and become a housewife

hello you
you won't be reading this but damn i can't keep this to myself

since working with you
my life is shit
somehow MO's think we are BFF
you think we are BFF
i was trying to be nice
but after a while
it gets tiring
to always clean up your sampahs
to get screwed because you just refuse to present your own cases & when it's full of sampah plans which some you didn't even carry out

as a 6th poster aren't you supposed to be the one with more experience than me
and yet
i have to do most of your procedures even something as stupid as blood taking
all cause you are in your own world trying to sort out stupid things or you are just making up stupid reasons just so i would do it for you
yeah so you have a kid who is not staying with you
and you miss your kid so much
but please don't be distracted and endanger people's lives or bring unnecessary trouble for others

and she is so damn cekap to push work to other people and make them in trouble..B****

arghhhh...i just can't stand her
wondering how she will ever be an M.O
deluded big boss wants her to be anaest M.O while her beloved husband will become surgical M.O..
woww...wouldn't be surprised if mortality hikes up..huhu

lost soul

5 postings ago.........

i was a super extra blurry, bully-able, dumb houseman
nothing really prepared me for housemanship

my fault really
i was almost always in my own world of fangirlism of Kpop/Kdrama/Jpop/Jdrama/and anything that is happy,rainbow,cakes,ice cream & candies
i was too-lazy-to-the ass medical school student passing exams miraculously by last minute studies, dumb luck & all thanks to the Almighty power above
no working experience what-so-ever before
a potato-couch by nature

nothing prepared me to run around the hospital
always on my feet
always on the run
always trying my best to absorb all the knowledge i should have as a medical student but was too lazy to do it then
always trying to get on the good side of others..
always kena marah by MO
always the one in trouble

haishh
come to think of it
it was a very tiring 1 st posting
and a terrible one too

but somehow after that
everything seem to speed up
and here i am
finishing my housemanship
with no idea what-so-ever what i want to do

the only things i had in mind are
i never want to do oncalls
nor do i want to work weekends
which leaves me with only K.K as an option..hahah
but don't like to see too many patients at clinic either..
i m lost
but it's not like we will really get what we applied right
hands up
i m lost
i duno what to do
can i just leave all to God's will..haha
p/s:- damn no more playing department pet after this..O-o

yum yum

mee goreng sotong + fresh air kelapa + air kelapa float


finger licking good...
damn i need 2nd rounds

and double damn i m getting fatter..haha

halyu star?

SPOTTED...G-D AT GURNEY???

NOT!!
he is just some wannabe dressed as GD..haha

Gurney plaza was promoting Amazing Korea from 9-13 September 2011
lucky for me, i decided to drop by Gurney today
ok so there is some korean food being promoted..mmm
but there were "kiddies" dressed stylishy k-pop everywhere
even saw GD wannabe at the escalator
still it didn't hit me there would be some talent show
i was chewing down some curly fries , drinking A&W root beer flaot & listening to Miss A 's Goodbye Baby Goodbye
when i saw a bunch of girls on tv screen dancing to a suspiciously Miss A's Goodbye Baby goodbye routine....

overall it was actually good
better than the ones shown on Hitz fm kpop talent show
way to go Penangite ^^
the best performance so far was by GD wannabe and "big bang"
it was awesome
2 thumbs up to them
no video performance by me
i was unfortunately blocked by other excited k-pop fans
and was looking in between their armpit & heads for ~~15min before i had a decent view..haha

but damn i feel old...bluerghh
missing those days with my fangirls >.<

p/s was wondering if any of my girlies still have our photos at dbsk concert??