goodbye

from m****

we acknowledge your request to move. Thank you for being with M**** and we hope to serve you again in the future.

rasa sedey la plk bl baca nih as i really like the service...ok whats done is done...hope for the best~~~

missing me???

i had last weekend off from work

never thought i would regret not coming to work

why???

because i miss the chance to eat breakfast with my periphery gang & favourite specialist

he even taught one of my friend how to use chopsticks...damnnnn...

but at least he remembered me & noticed i was not around

he actually ask my gang where was i >.<

i had a huge grin after hearing that...LOL

too bad he was not around today because of MOA this week

i think i m gonna miss ortho....hihi

it's complicated

getting interested with married guys is not good

oh no........

this is bad

i m going to die a spinster............

letting go

i already have a family who loves me for who i am

for that i am very very thankful..........

i also have nice colleagues whom i can lean on at times of needs.......

and MOs who are brotherly to me........

but still how come i miss my dear friends from college so much......
i don't see them anymore
rarely call & message
sometimes even forgetting each others birthday......

all i see are pics from fb
them enjoying life...........

and me being miserable here...huhuh

should let go now
after all my brother told me once that at my age, i ll start seeing one by one of my friends starting a new life.....

time to be grateful for what i have now

but i ll always treasure those memories

the alkisah of budak kurang kaseh sayang stops here......
bye~~~

pet

the monotonous and expressionless specialist knows my name

wow

that was a revelation

never thought he would care for a houseman's name
because i have never heard him call houseman by their names

though some of my friends like to joke i m his isteri tiri
just because he would always call me to do wound dressing with him, do ward rounds with him,help him STO & do dressing for his special patients,become his secretary
and the fact my colleagues saw him smile & laugh the most
breaking his emotionless face when i presented for CME
which i kinda almost often see
i guess because i m plain clumsy & he was just plain nice...actually

i learned to accept that it's houseman job to do this donkey jobs sometimes
no matter who you are
so never thought he would actually know my name

but i kinda like it
cause he is nice

but i don;t like high expectations...................

monster inside

hello i am the current ortho houseman chief

wishing to AOR discharge myself from my duties every single day

it s bad enough the stress with normal work

and i have to add all the stress of fellow housemans complaining & being not happy about their call list and stuff

the stress of MO complaining about the houseman oncall combination....
like laaa i m doing it based on their list
it s totally ramdom k!

the stress of having to chase houseman down to clinic every freaking day...
just because i can't stand MOs nagging me about houseman whereabouts & the huge mountain of folders...
well the clinic has most definitely become clinic houseman instead..huhu

OMG the list goes on
all the merepek-ness of the world

those i don't even give a damn before

but right now i have to serabut my kepala

yes

how i wish i can AOR discharge myself

-the end-

we are satu malaysia

first impression

average size
malay girl
wearing tudung
yeah so i have a lil bit of sepet eyes
and a lil fairer skin than normal malays (my brother thinks he has a vampire for a sister..bluek)

does not make me a chinese who convert to muslim
or a mix of cilayu or melana or melayu cina
aiyooo i could be pure malay laaa
don't act so surprise
we are after all 1 malaysia maaaaaa....

but i guess it does gives me the advantage of being flexible in any racial group
i m of course ok with the malays because i am one
i m ok with the chinese because i m a pseudo with an amoi for a bestfriend
i m ok with the indians because i m from a twinning programme college which is India based
which makes me as my specialist say the one malaysia girl...LOL

which also makes me the odd one out at lunch outings
either the only malay girl with 4 chinamans
or the only malay girl in a group of pretty indian girls

so..
one malaysians
lets speak something that all of us can understand k

peace to all~~