otoke?

omg omg
i m going to be the new chief for my current posting
how laaaaaaaa????
even my M.O said
F u have to be firm ok don't kena buli...
LOL
never thought it was that obvious..haha

thinking of it gives me chills and rigors
omg omg
how laaaaaa???
*panic attacks *

ok that is one of the reason why i m scared to be chief

1. i freaking have panic attacks !!!

others are...

2. i m buli-able...nuff said

3. i m lazy

4. i like being undercover ---> than happily get out of the posting

5. i hate having to deal with other people's prob & cleaning up their mess..haishh

6. i hate being the centre of attraction

7. i hate thinking

8. i can't scold

9. i don't have the confidence

10. i think ppl think i m too easy...
they drink from my cup,
scoop out soup from my soup bowl,
eat cake from the same plate
talk to me nonsense stuff
and etc. which i rather not say
all without my permission
yeah i know they think i m cool *hohoh*
but i m still a girl ok...haishhhh

ok 10 reasons...
i m freaking out
should i just reject this job..LOL

on random view...
being gossip about is not fun...esp if it's with someone you don't really have any feeling for
too bad this posting has too many gossip girls and boys..
too bad i m one of them..eh wait no
i m the matchmaker..hehe

another success in the making..maybe?
hihihi

i could get rich doing this...
ooo but please....matchmaking the matchmaker...i don't think so~~

nuff said

a lot of love is in the air
a few couples in the making..thnx to urs truly
some are getting married...
too bad i can't go...

anyway
i don't think that particular friend who is getting married this weekend is gonna read this
but if she does...
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
MAY U BE BLESS WITH HAPPINESS OK~
alrite
that's all
need to go back to pulling hair on the current situation
till than...

i dont care~

lately i have developed a new talent

tuning out M.O s nagging...

masuk telinga kanan klua telinga kiri

very very useful.....

took me long enough to develop it..hehe

now i only take 1% of the nagging

and that 1% i hope will help me improve myself...

who cares about the other things

as long as i do my work
patients get well
i get paid
i go home,eat,sleep,watch TV & play with my laptop
i m happy enough..i guess~

hopefully this will continue until surgical
i really need this immunity..huhu

p/s lots of ppl getting married this days...dunno which one to go to...aaa when is mine anyway..haha

chajatda

i finally found it

Alice in Wonderland

and

Alice through a Looking Glass Illustration book ^^

best of all
both at a price of 35% discount at kinokuniya

though it may not be as nicely illustrated as my childhood London based Alice in the Wonderland book that God knows where it went to..
prolly to the old news paper uncle because it was worn out by the time it went to my youngest sister >.<

so anyway
besides the fact it was modernly illustrated
it's still an Alice illustration book..huhu
and i love it

was reading it instead of my ortho books...haishh
but it really frees your mind
and was a nice change

i miss those days when i can just sit and relax reading lots of storybooks
this days all i want to do is sleep when i have time...

maybe i should just chase after a white rabbit
who knows i might fall into a rabbits hole into a wonderland~~

white day

white is cool..heheh
i loikeee~

but obviously not all are suitable

some would look lyk pakcik tua..ohoho

nway they look kewl ^^

dream high a chance to fly high...yeah

my mood elevator ^^
dedicated to those going through hard times (like i do)
fight-o !!!



btw i m jealous of those fan who are got to see this flash mob
i wanna go korea too >.<


but for now i ll just dream high of korea 1st...
yeah~~

little girl i am NOT

just because i m a girl & somewhat look young hohoh perasan sendiri...but thats waht my MO say too

DOES NOT MEAN I M A NURSE!!!!

ok?

understood???

of course not...some ignorant people out there just refuse to get it or acknowledge it..damn it..

stupid people...

i don't really have anything against the nurses
some are nice & i like them

but i didn't waste 5 freaking years studying mbbs to get called a nurse

and some stupid people just can't believe i m a full fledge doctor just because of the way i look...*geram*
yeah they are hooligans who get into a drunken bar fight causing me to wake up in the middle of the freaking night / early morning to clerk , T&S freaking big laceration wounds all over & prepare patient for op
after all that had the guts to say
u betul doktor keee??? bukan pelatih???
u nampak muda dari i....betol kee??
even after reading my name tag
stupid a**

luckily my MO pulled me aside to ignore them
before i did anything stupid
please laaa don't la piss anyone who don't have enough sleep~~

all in all it ended well
morning pass over was OK
i have a feeling my H.O.D is being soft on me
i didn't get scolding & any high tech questions like my other colleagues who pass over cases
he just joked with me and all is done and well
and my MO thank me for being his sidekick
errr...i was just doing my job as a houseman...no need to exegerate..*blush blush*

ok well at least some people appreciate my work
but really aaaa???
do i look young
not that i want to look older
guess shouldn't be complaining
but damn frustrating laaaa..haishhh