Black sheeps are not allowed here!!!

losing ones trust
is one of the worse things that could happen to you..........

i freaking hate you BLACK SHEEP!!!

because of you............

i m losing the trust people put in me

and made them disappointed of me

and i freaking hate you nurses too
who just couldn't record the names of people doing a procedure properly
don't get me wrong
i don't hate all of them
some nurses are simply NICE!!
it's just a few freaking stupid ones...arghhghghg~~~

it's a matter of time my new years resolution is gonna break~~~

i m lucky though
my senior h/o s are simply caring...
although they won't be reading this
and i hope no one from HSJ ever would....

sorry for making you guys worried
i ll definitely try my best!!

p/s :- i miss you darlings..lets do our best!!

the tagger

2 weeks tagging nearly done

but i m

still not confident with my VE

neither am i with ARM but somehow getting better i think..thank God~~

almost done with my 10 deliveries *1more to go*
i smell bloody almost everyday..damn

but still suck at sewing epi & tear..huhuhu

clerk & review cases faster

tp tulisan cakar ayam nak mampos sampai kena tegur specialist. =.=;

trying to be independent now that super nice houseman C changed department..huhuh

trying to get along with everyone

but some are plain B***** & D*****

have to be on specialist & MO good side

getting used to 36hours EOD

no day offs

and mandi air sejuk

trying to find time to eat , sleep & study

damn viva is in 4 days

i don't want to extand..huhuh

oo yeah did i mention at HSJ they extand people as simple as drinking tea especially in ONG, Paeds & Surgery..hurray~~

wish me luck ppl!!!
lets get through this.....

p/s :-miss everyone lots !!!!!!

36

i am 7 hours postcall for my 1st EOD which lasts for 36 hours

and

6 hours to another yet 36 hour EOD

yippie yupiie doodle dee~~

can't wait... *nada sarcastic*

that's ONG posting 2 tagging nightmare in HSJ for you
also not forgetting the scary looking specialist & scary end posting,mid posting & wateva other assessment

this days the "MY FEET ARE KILLING ME" syndrome is such a norm


without a doubt
i am in this syndrome too....><

but
this year
i m trying to stop/lessen my complainings

so i m gonna talk about the good things

like this....

the h/o s in ONG are nice
esp C , K , N , M
they thought me lots of stuff i feel very la the segan everytime i can't do it
it's really disappointing when someone tries really hard to help you
but u still cant do it

i guess that's what they get
after months of trying to urge mothers to do their best to deliver their babies
many times mothers are on the verge of giving up
and giving birth is no simple matter

so i guess it's the same in my position
they are not giving up until i learn
God i m so thankful to meet such ppl...

i have yet to meet other ppl in the department
hopefully everyone is just as nice

the MOs are scary though
asyik kena marah je..damn

okie before this entry turns into a rant
i ll just end it here
and hibernate.......................

until 5am tomorrow

hahah

oyasumik~