it's not you..neither it is me...

i CAN'T feel my own apex beat!!!
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okie
but according to the clinical examination book by talley apex beat is only palpable in 50% of adults
so it's safe to think i m normal and non obesed?

anyway
i just wish i could say

dear teachers..

just because i look bored in the wards during case presentation
doesn't mean i'm not interested
most of the time it's because my leg & back is hurting like hell for standing more than 3 hrs

just because i look sleepy in the seminar room during case presentation
it's not because your lectures are damn boring *although in certain situations it is..huhu*
it's probably because the room is comfortable?
yeah rite..hahah

don't blame yourself that you can't keep me focus
i m just too stubborn & attention deficit

and plz don't blame me for not being able to answer your high tech questions
i m just suffering from pseudodementia
but hey
i m doing the best i can here..trust me or not

i accept the fact that u have a blindspot towards certain ppl
i shld be thankful coz being invisible is better than being picked on no?

well.. not being able to perform examination in 7 min is my fault tho..
for being lazy
i m a supposed-panda
panda loves to hibernate esp. in the current weather*reads very very la the mendung & cold weather*^^
yeah and blankie is already calling

p/s:- dear teachers..sometimes too much scolding doesn't do any good..some students actually thinks it's harder to study that way..and the nagging..it works actually..but still without it makes the world a more peaceful place..spying & checking on students is also not cool..we are NOT kiddies k!!

long live ward works~

oyasumik ppl~

kira kira city ^^

i m in love with this place
and it's NOT because of the much commercial festival


the riverside..
colourful lights..
great company..
*but chibi & kitsune was greatly missed XD XD*
yeah...
it feels like fairyland!!!!
too bad it's here only for a short duration of time
so ppl dont miss it~

we are not sheeps..and mary is freaking dictator

i m super pissed....
colourful vocabs are running through my mind
so just to keep it safe *if ever the STUPID MANAGEMENT finds this...which i doubt*
lemme just shout...
I WANT THE FREAKING 90% ATTENDANCE BACK!!!!!
i don't care if i have to attend class on every saturday.....just give 90% back
and u freaking liars..if u rmmbr common prog is on saturdays
and like u ever accept any valid reasons other than RMs
MCs.... death certs...yeah rite
argh...
this is frustrating
even if i rant it out here
it won;t really make any difference
nor will my frustrations die out
lol
all i wanted was to try my best this last 1 year
and d stupid someone just had to make it harder
damn~

too much too laugh but too scared for tomorrow~

can't get enough of boys over flower???
why not watch big bang parody flower big bang
LOL...
part 1

part 2

i can't imagine GDragon as Rui..adeh adeh..and TOP..omg..my cognitive function must somehow be impaired
p/s:-there's also coffee prince parody
and noooooooooooo.......
plz i don't want to go to hospital tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!