constipated

twilight....

the movie just did not do the book any justice

just as predicted

imagination is always better

and high expectations is never good for anyone..hahah

but final point is....

vampire's abilities are damn cool

and useful....

especially for medical students like us...deshou ;P

random

truthfully...

i can't stand hypocrites

but for the greater good

let's compromise~

btw....

i lurveeee this car...
this stupid shiny volvo..
and of course the stupid shiny volvo owner ;P

p/s:- can't wait to watch twilight....aaaa...why is everyone going before me....*pulls hair*

falling down the stairs again and again~

finally lappie is back * throws confetti*

after days of temporary insanity..huhuhu

this days
i would say things are not going so well

with the whole gila coz my lappie died
and then not getting attendance for the day coz i m accused of wearing jeans which are so not jeans but faded styled brown khakis
than waking up late the next day to find there is no water to shower..huuwaaaaaaaaa
just great.jusssssssssttttttt great!!!!

it doesn't really help with all the boring.boring paediatrics posting or getting money-less for the month or getting seriously nauseous everytime i eat something * i m NOT bulimic k*
something is really wrong with me....adeh

but someone said although it's hard to adjust to new things
there is no use complaining rite..adeh~

ooo i also JUST realize that lappie is bisu for the moment..hahah
*anyone got any idea why..i dunno myself..hahah*

somehow after thinking about all this
i realized i have such wonderful family & friends~
sankyuuu people for helping me out through this very suweyy days..damn

cant wait for my family picnic this raya haji
at least thats something to look forward to..hehe^^

hibernating is good for a kuma

too tired to write...

despite being joblessbut wanted to date this as the day i felt glad being back in melaka

hahahah...

never would i thought this day would come

oooo

btw

my roomate for the electives is super macho, miraculously....

despite being the gedik she...

she single handedly chased a disgusting brackish looking frog in the toilet*amazed*
everyone seems to upgrade over the electives...

me...

i m upgraded to a superkumako...haha

adeh.i kinda miss everyone d~~
i m writing more than i intended to.
so fullstop for me now....

until i get to leech on some wireless connection which i doubt i can...bye.bye and have fun~

yawn~

starting electives in 2 days. damn

i want more holidays!!!!

they are back^^

yesh...and i m loving the smexy swamp monster *lil min finally grew up into lelaki sejati..haha*

but of cos i still love jae more * pinches his biceps..and smiles giddily*

kyaaaaaaaaaaaa............
i like.i like.i like x 100
besides the fact that their new song is actually an old unknown song ><
*hoping more pics of smexy swamp monster & tone biceps & rectus abdominis to molest*

oooo p/s sheila trust me i ddnt drool just stunned!!!!!!!! * seriussss...saya puasa hari ini*

and i m not jealous of that scary red coloured ghost trying to seduce jae...nope nope
def not...not when jae is unaffected..heheh..proud of u jae and ur biceps..ngeheehhehe~~~

on sucky real life rite now--> 1 more paper people..hoyayyay~~~
but i m really scared of the results...plz pray with me that all of us will pass ok ><

random

*esp like the paeds question today-->5 yr old nurul...aaaa so true!!!!*

jya.jya
gonna watch mirotic again
coz i got themmmmmm.....under my skin....muahahahha

them and their juniors^^

mirror mirror on the wall
whose kid is the cutest of them all???
bwahahahhah...
*credits popseoul*

anyway...wgm..i luv <3
it would be sad if it finishes up soon..

but DBSK mirotic..i luv too...hehe~~

can't wait for the hols

exam plz finish quickly

and plz b good to me *LEMME PASS!!!!*

quickie~~

i promise.promise myself this would be just a 5 minute blogging
lets see...time starts now k

i m really.really bored studying
so being the paedo me decided to look for shinee vids coz being serenade with noona u r soo pretty sounds like a great idea to me rite now...muahahahh~~~
and lookie.lookie what i found when watching shinee school of rock
see this....
wanna guess who these *pretty* girls are..muahahah
clue read hana's latest bloggie =P

yep.yep it's them alritesuprisingly i think the cutest as a girl of the lot is mushroom head taemin..ngeeee~~~
and seriously...without me being a bias paedo
he has a cute charm despite the hair la...i m not kidding
watch shinee school of rock if u don't trust me..hohohoho..

*taemin.taemin this hairstyle kinda suit u dont u think..hihi*

snsd noona better give way to ur pretty dongsaengs..*skilfully avoids knives & bricks*

shout out
good luck to everyone having long cases tomorrow
esp to mag & chibi-chan
u can do it
hwaiting!!! ^^

gyaaaa... i went past 5 minutes
back to study
hwaiting minna
lets get over this together^^

age is just a number

post dated
15/8/08
sorry kak
for the late entry
i was kinda busy
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!may Allah always bless you with all the happiness in life ^^

love yourself a little bit more & know that you deserve more in life
live life to the fullest so that there will be no regrets
do know that we will always be there for you
thnx for being an understanding kakak..heee~~

p/s:_dah.dah...dah tules berfday wish for u..so dont mrajuk d k..adeh~~ haahaha

darkness eyes

there was a blackout yesterday

but somehow
being with friends
it brightens out the darkness around
and it felt comfortable & warm *yeah coz the AC is out as well*
thanks friends
i wasn't so scared yesterday because of u all *hugs*

on not so brighter spot
i hope this doesnt affect us..huhu
i m already tired of studying..damn

1000 paper cranes

day 2 of paediatrics posting...
my verdict :- it's depressing to see kids getting sick...
seeing kids having blood transfusion at such an early age
it's sad.......

on reality...
we are all fools?
that's what a doctor said
getting into a medical field
could be the worse mistake for some
getting trapped...
overworked like dogs & being underpaid...
the only differentiating point is that we don't bark
life only gets tougher after you graduate
as you see life slipping pass you waving lil goodbyes...
it's the only profession that requires you to study upto middle age
that is why good support from family & friends are important
the only positive point is you get to see your patients well again~~~

yeah..what a way to motivate us students....adeh

on wgm-->I won’t be looking forward to special jewels or rings anymore. Instead, I think it’s much more important to have someone who can laugh with me, or make me laugh. Those things are much more difficult to do, but also the most important. If you just have those two factors, I start to wonder why people would ever get into fights and arguments.

yep.i m gonna repeat this....i just can't wait to meet the someone you ^^

things have looked a lil pink this days...heeeeee~~~

wishing i am at home sweet home

konnichiwa
minna genki??

weekends totally sucks when you are all alone deshou
lucky for me i have changmine & dbsk fishies to keep me company
yup..they are my breakfast,lunch & dinner partners for this 2 days until Mag comes back

~dbsk fishies~

~changminnie~

aaaa..but i would still prefer to have someone to talk to..haha~~

at least lappie didn't go crazy again today
hope to please stay that way aaa lappie
until i have the time & transport to bring you to the hospital..
i ll try not to do too much things at once...adeh..

exams in39 days*thinks*
and i m still lost....

hibernate?
my biological clock is psychoo
who the hells wakes up at 7am on a weekend...

*stared at the ceiling for almost 1 full hour and thought it would be more fun if i have a ceiling fan to look at and maybe i can hypnotize myself to robotically study..hahah*

wgm again..when i shld be catching up on my sleep..hehe

what if your date decided to wear a full body mascot costume????

a) still go on a date

b) be embarrased...c) help him wear and say it's cuted) all of the above...

*watch we got married at hana's*
*BEST-NESS!!*
------------------------------------------------------

dearest jae...
you know i think you look extremely kiyuttt in hamtaro pjs
but lets just keep this at home k..heeee~~~
luv alwiz
ur aegyaa

p/s but i would still go on a date with you no matter what ^^

side note--> i guess getting married isn't so bad after all..
with the rite person it could be really fun ^^
so until i meet the someone "you"
407 freckled ahjumma
i m counting on you!!!

ORL-->O&G ept plz be good to me..huhuhu
*depresseding end*
*lets scratch this*

beloved july babies^^

i saw a C-section today...
it was soooo scary with the forceps thingie and all that i am having second thoughts about ever being pregnant..hahah~~~
so mommies of the world i salute to you....

moving on....
here goes a birthday post for my beloved july babies^^



5/7/1990

happy belated birthday to my beloved lil sis boo aka ayu
*she hates d prev pic so i had to chng a new one..hahah*

stay chibi the way you are...
though your mind is way advanced than mine..adeh.adeh
smile always coz your smile is choo cutenessss~~~~

17/7/1988
today is your birthday babe
so happy birthday alia
may u have lots of happy.happy. exciting.super fun life ahead of you
and NO..you are not getting jae from me..hahha
stay noisy the way you are, you happy bug
coz it's really contagious....
and you have a really amazing gift making other people happy
be proud of yourself^^
and thanx for always hearing my complaints...

21/7/1981dearest abang
it's not your bday yet
but happy birthday in advance ^^
thanks for everything..
you have been the best-est brother ever
you should really get an award for this la...haha
i wish you all the luck & happiness in the world
do smile more ne....

and last but not least
my super best partner in crime friend magggggggggggg..........happy belated birthday girl ^^
sorry for the late post
but i hope you enjoyed the birthday treat...hihihi
thanx for being such a good friend
even with the hostelers gone during the weekends...
knowing you are just one floor above me alway makes me feel better..heheh
so i wish you all the best things in life..heheh

i luv all u july babies <3

because i m bored with my life

Nine Inch Nails
"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

[Chorus x2]

30 cents worth of thoughts

rite now..
i don't know what is worse..
being in a crowd of smelly smokers
or
finding disgusting poops floating in the public toilet bowls.....
uwekkkk...
i feel like puking just by remembering it
i can't believe i paid 30cents * i find it more expensive than usual* just to use a dirty toilet
the cheaper/free toilets are wayyyyy cleaner....huhuhu
so people...
please....have some decency to flush after using the toilet
and the cleaners...makes sure the toilets are clean & that the flush are functioning properly..
aaaa...it's really traumatizingggggggggg.............
aaaaaaaa
i shall skip this to another topic..huhuhu

KL trip
in short it was...
fun.foot.full.fright

the funi finally got my "baby"
i really.really love my "baby"
sankyouuu alia for bringing it for me...

the footnot the food k
i hurt my right big toe after trying to carry alia'a heavy load down the hostel
huhuhuhu....it hurts..adeh2~~
no shoes for me for the next few days...

the fullmy uncle,aunty & cousin's hospitality was as awesome as always
my stomach is full to brim even until today..
i need a "stop feeding me" sign next time i go visit them
my diet regime is all ruined
like laaa i have in the 1st place..hahah~~

the fright
i got chased by a panda mascot at a shopping mall..uwawawaastupid panda..huhuhu~~
apparently there is this malaysian version of just kidding thing being shot there
before the panda incident there was this guy dressed as an otaku trying to pull a trick on the passerbys...and all of a sudden---> bang bang boom *if i m not mistaken la*
someone got punked~~~
there were hidden cameras around...huhuh
and we thought it was over..hahahah
but it was far from over
the next day
which is this afternoon
we were walking out of the same shopping mall
i was looking at this mannequin
and the eyes were moving...
i was like...
"ehhhh...mata patung nih gerak...."
and sooo all of us began staring
my sis , alia was suddenly having myotonic jerks and sooo we started walking away
that was when we heard....
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
the patung harrased my cousin mohsin
he was running in front of us like crazy
he got punked...hahaha~~~

today was my 1st time on a double decker express bus back to melaka...
weeeeeeeeee~~~~

o&g tomorrow
please be good to me
yoroshikuuu onegaishimasuuu~~~~

prof M plz let us pass *puppy eyes*

as recommended by ryuuji & liyana....



lets all live happily together as Malaysians^^V

btw.btw...
T concert is best-nesssss!!!!!!
although i just watched d LQ version on utube
but they were super awesome..huhuhu
i really.really wanna go to their concert in Thailand this November
sooo...
please.please dear God
please lemme pass UNIS & the remaining postings
please don't let Dr M be so mad with us
please lemme have the self control to not be lavish
please let mama & daddy let me go to thailand
i need to see my hubby Jae....huuuuuu~~~

also...
WANTED
totally kewl~~~

dia lawa tp baek hati

i m super late wishing nurul hana

HAPPY 23 rd BIRTHDAY!!!!
and this vid is dedicated to you..



good luck in claiming back your royal hotness throne from sherod
i l be standing at the sidelines eating popcorns and enjoying the dramas *yeay*

also rest assured that although
all the guys will be loving the hotness
we girls would definitely not be hating you..heeeee
*original Pv*

so no Princess Complexes plz...

5 reasons why tora won't win the best room competition

i could actually give more reasons if i want to
but..being the busy me
that would be too much of a hassle...hahah

so...hajimeee...
*drum rolls*

no5.
tora is a very low profile person & does not like to compete for petty reasons
so she gives chance to others...awww so thoughtful~~~

no4.
tora is a hardworking student trying her best to keep up with all the surgery case write ups & assignments...huhuhu

no3.
tora's room seem to be at the peak of force of gravity...almost everything stuck on the wall would fall down... and the books never seems to be able to stay on the shelves..mmmm~~

no2.
tora's supposed-to-be room designer ryuuji is missing in action....probably in some desert called uchichi..

no1.
tora would definitely not tear down her precious shrine of DBSK posters...

yeahhhh...that is probably the ultimate raeason why i don't win...hahah

after all my room is the bestesttt place to sleep..i love my room^^

aaa besides i already have the best floor award just being the not-doing-anything floor rep last year....cool lehhh...

life is kinda sweet when you think about it...
ooo wait.wait minus the V and the M which makes up the S..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............*freaks out*
back to benkyoooo yosh!!!!!!

XOXO
love u guys~~~

when the world is so unfair

thanks to alia for this quote

kadang-kadang kita berdoa untuk kuat
tapi kenapa banyak dugaan

kadang-kadang kita mintak cerdik
tapi masalah pula yg timbul

kadang-kadang kita minta kebahagiaan
tapi huru hara pula jadinya

dugaan menjadikan mental kuat
masalah menjadikan kita berfikir
huru hara menjadikan kita tabah

hebat tak Allah...
semua ada hikmahnya...
kalaulah manusia tahu akan hadis ini..

berkatalah Jibrail : wahai Tuhan,engkau sampaikalah hajat hambamu...

maka Allah menjawab : biarkanlah hambaku itu, kerana aku cintai rintihan suaranya...

hopefully, i will always remember this, InsyaAllah~~

p/s:- thanks to everyone who has been supportive & listening to my problems
love u all *hugs*