prof M plz let us pass *puppy eyes*

as recommended by ryuuji & liyana....



lets all live happily together as Malaysians^^V

btw.btw...
T concert is best-nesssss!!!!!!
although i just watched d LQ version on utube
but they were super awesome..huhuhu
i really.really wanna go to their concert in Thailand this November
sooo...
please.please dear God
please lemme pass UNIS & the remaining postings
please don't let Dr M be so mad with us
please lemme have the self control to not be lavish
please let mama & daddy let me go to thailand
i need to see my hubby Jae....huuuuuu~~~

also...
WANTED
totally kewl~~~

dia lawa tp baek hati

i m super late wishing nurul hana

HAPPY 23 rd BIRTHDAY!!!!
and this vid is dedicated to you..



good luck in claiming back your royal hotness throne from sherod
i l be standing at the sidelines eating popcorns and enjoying the dramas *yeay*

also rest assured that although
all the guys will be loving the hotness
we girls would definitely not be hating you..heeeee
*original Pv*

so no Princess Complexes plz...

5 reasons why tora won't win the best room competition

i could actually give more reasons if i want to
but..being the busy me
that would be too much of a hassle...hahah

so...hajimeee...
*drum rolls*

no5.
tora is a very low profile person & does not like to compete for petty reasons
so she gives chance to others...awww so thoughtful~~~

no4.
tora is a hardworking student trying her best to keep up with all the surgery case write ups & assignments...huhuhu

no3.
tora's room seem to be at the peak of force of gravity...almost everything stuck on the wall would fall down... and the books never seems to be able to stay on the shelves..mmmm~~

no2.
tora's supposed-to-be room designer ryuuji is missing in action....probably in some desert called uchichi..

no1.
tora would definitely not tear down her precious shrine of DBSK posters...

yeahhhh...that is probably the ultimate raeason why i don't win...hahah

after all my room is the bestesttt place to sleep..i love my room^^

aaa besides i already have the best floor award just being the not-doing-anything floor rep last year....cool lehhh...

life is kinda sweet when you think about it...
ooo wait.wait minus the V and the M which makes up the S..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............*freaks out*
back to benkyoooo yosh!!!!!!

XOXO
love u guys~~~

when the world is so unfair

thanks to alia for this quote

kadang-kadang kita berdoa untuk kuat
tapi kenapa banyak dugaan

kadang-kadang kita mintak cerdik
tapi masalah pula yg timbul

kadang-kadang kita minta kebahagiaan
tapi huru hara pula jadinya

dugaan menjadikan mental kuat
masalah menjadikan kita berfikir
huru hara menjadikan kita tabah

hebat tak Allah...
semua ada hikmahnya...
kalaulah manusia tahu akan hadis ini..

berkatalah Jibrail : wahai Tuhan,engkau sampaikalah hajat hambamu...

maka Allah menjawab : biarkanlah hambaku itu, kerana aku cintai rintihan suaranya...

hopefully, i will always remember this, InsyaAllah~~

p/s:- thanks to everyone who has been supportive & listening to my problems
love u all *hugs*

a cat's view

meow.meow

i want food
that's just what cats do

meow.meow
puss-in -boots big begging eyes
rub.rub here
rub.rub there
voilaaa
u get your tummy filled
if the master is nice *cough*sheila*cough*
kitty might just get ikan rebus..huhu
or own remote control car

aaaa d life of a cat
comfyyy....

thats if you have cool masters
playing aroud,eating,sleeping....
being pampered..
what a life...haha

mr cat
how glad i would be to trade my life with you

that's if you are not a stray
but freedom is cool too

yeahh...rite now i would rather be a cat..nyaaa~~~

p/s:- don't mind me...
i m actually busy with my work
but i m going crazyy..yaaa~~

side effects of too much megi mee..haha

edit--> jiwang rupanyeh lirik lagu dia..hahah

7 wonders of my world

cause i m bored..here i am...

7 random facts about me :

1. I have amazing family & friends who really care for me...saranghaeee <3 *hugs*

2. I really.really like cuteee stuff..so dear friends be proud of yourself because that means you are cuteeee tooooo...trust me cause i m bias like that^^

3. I have a tendency to fall in love with anime/manga characters because my Mr. right fails to exist in the real world...hahah.. *kyaaa zerooo...kyaa kanameee etc etc...*

4. I like song that sound foreign to my ears that i dont understand their meanings..hohooh..aka i love japanese/lorean songs...singing & dancing bishies are the best...hiiiii

5. I feel dizzy reading anything in paragraphs all thanks to reading *cough*too much*cough* medicine text books...so yeayy to manga....manga rulesssss!!!!!!

6. I have excess of stubborn baby fats on my cheeks that refuse to go away no matter how thin i get making me look like a weird alien or worseee...tweety birddd...huwawawawa~~~

7. I feel younger than my age...hahahah~~~

7 things that scares me :

1. losing & disappointing my loved ones.
2. family problems.
3. being alone
4..failure
5. commitments & responsibilities
6. rite now...also Dr V & Dr M..huwaaa i cant breathe properly *asphyxiated*
7. stalkers,burglars,killers,rapers,perverts,drunks and all the evil psychotic people of the world

7 random music at the moment :

1. DBSK - HUG *fav*
2. NEWS - summertime
3. NEWS - nantoka narusa
4. DBSK - forever love
5. DBSK - balloons
6. Jaejoong - Maze *uwaaa jae oppa's voice best-nesss*
7. SNSD - kissing you


7 things i say the most :

1. mmmm..
2. aaaa...
3. ehhh..
4. huhuhu
5. huh???
6. xtau laa
7. bley jee..

7 things i treasure the most :

1. my parents
2. my siblings
3. my friends
4. home
5. happy memories
6. luck
7. peace


7 first time things i ever did :

1. first time .... *cant remember*
2. first time .... *cant remember*
3. first time .... *aa..cant remember*
4. first time .... *aaa..cant remember*
5. first time .... *aaaa...cant remember*
6. first time .... *aaaaaa...cant remember*
7. first time .... *aaaaaaaaa....cant remember*

*gomen i dont really keep track of my 1st times..huhu*

7 people to do this :

anyone who feels bored & have nothing else to do..hahha~~~~

WARNING!!!

homesick entry...

i has only been a few hours since i left penang & my beloved family
but i already miss them lots..

i demand more holidays pleasee..huhuhu~~
i hate u inspired by money college

mama,daddy,kak,abang,alia&ayu
saranghaeeeee<3
*hugssssss*

mama i love uuuuu~~

puan sharlene woke me up today to wish my mama..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!
from mama's dearest daughter & of course sharlene
may u always be the cutest mama ever^^
saranghae<3

kissing you oo my love

God knows how addictive this song is
it even made me learn up the lyrics & dance moves..hahah~~
i might even be ready to use this song for my audition into SM entertainment to be with Jae oppa^^V if ever i flunk my MBBS*God forbade* and decide to run away to some foreign country...say..like Korea/Japan and decide to join an all girl band..hohoho..some imagination~~

i mean how hard could it be...
i m NOT that ugly that even plastic surgery can't fix
and i don't think my singing voice is that bad...hahah~~
all that's left are..
1.hypermobile joints for the super groovy dance moves..which i doubt i really need coz all they do is sailormoon & booty shaking dance moves..hahahha~~
2.lie about my age..say no to being ahjumma..hahahha
3.plastic surgery for my mokona-like face & liposuction...
4.be thinner... * damn why can't i diet*
6.wear short skirts & killer high heels...*yikes*
7.speak korean/japanese...

than..i would be one step closer to Jae oppa^^V

looks pretty easy..gyahahahhah~~~

gomen i'm a little sugar high from the oichikkk cake-y & home cooked foods from beloved uchichis & chingoos^^

this week is a blast thanx to all of u *hugs*

p/s:-donghae-->DORK!!! hahah

^______________________^V

sayanora dr L

today is my last day in Medicine dept for this semester..yatta~~
though there is also end posting today..damn.. it was kinda bad coz i went kinda slow
hopefully i will pass...

but looking at the bright side
this is the 1st time i didn't get ulcers throughout the whole of medicine posting..hahah~~

next week...will be starting on surgery
another 2months of horror
hope i won't get ulcers..huhuhu~~

paeds test tomorrow
i m too exhausted to study..someone plz lend me some power or a genius brain..adeh~~~

what the hell...age is just a number..hahah

awww..
jae singing happy birthday to me^^
*plz ignore d lil girl k he's just using her as practice..huhu*

BELOVED AQUARIUM

gyaaaaaaaa...
i really wanted to buy a fishy on my birthday
it was a really pretty one
green coloured fishy
but i need to either buy a bubblenator or sell my beloved fishes
i m a lil short on shells
and selling my fishies is out of the question
i guess thats it...
i m choosing u guys over my birthday fish..hahah~~~

oo yeahh..
thanx everyone for wishing me today
i m really happy^^
*hugs all of u*

XOXO

TREAT^^V

i m actually very busy * really..i m actually reading ca. of lung*
but i decided this just cant wait
was browsing through my dong bang pics folder
when i saw this picturesorry u all
but i find this really amusing
all rest of the gang sitting around the dining table leaving micky alone left to stand
hahahhaah...it really looks like micky yoochun has been a naughty boy
being a runaway from chores....
so no food for you micky
as ordered by the royal cook JaejoOng
micky stood frozen to the ground giving a sad face
while everyone ignores him..huwawawa
but dont worry
sukebe asha will sure cook for you micky...okeh *pets*pets* hahahah

ommggg...sukebe asha is sOooo gonna kill me if she reads this
lucky she's too busy with commed..hohOHoho
for once i m thankful to dr P , dr A & dr M ^^

forgive me for my inner theater people
i will end it now..hOhoHOhoho

talking about dining & foOd...
Pasar malam is here yet again with lotsa food to choose *yeay*
so todays dinner was
1.nasi kerabu
2.murtabak daging
3.burger daging mayonaise
4.tebu
5.some fruits

OOICHIIIKKKKK!!!!
tummy-san is definitely happy after a week of LOA
ooo wait...actually its LOA everyday minus PM days & outings..haha

can't wait to go back home
I miss my family and of course
penang the food heaven^^

friends & pets

this is gonna b my 3rd birthday entry of the month
it sure is raining APril Babies this month^^
the lucky girl who is turning 23 today is my lovely friend NADIA
so
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY NADIA !!!!!this days....
i rarely hang out with her
i really.really miss the times when we were in Manipal
we had lots of fun^^
and because of these very fond memories
you'll always be my friend~~

so may this year bring you more happiness in life that you deserve~~
^____________________^V

on another random point....this is kitty
my aunty ita,uncle que,maryam,mohsin & mardiah's family cat
when i first saw her*yes its a female cat*
kitty really reminds me of the cat changmin chu-ed in Hug PV
kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...i thought^^
but kitty was really ganasssssssss
bitting me lotsa of times until i was wondering if i should get rabies shots..hahah
so unlike the cat in the PV*thinks*
but now...kitty has soften a bit...not the same ganas cat i used to know
i can carry her & play with her without getting physical injuries*relief*
however she's really getting heavier...adeh

despite everything i still like cats no matter whose is it
and to see someone abandoning it really breaks my heart
how can you nurture & care for something
only to discard it later without feeling a thing
or considering how it felt being abandoned
heartless.......
is how i would describe people who do this

so people...
please care for your pets more
they have feelings too~~~

a happy entry turned emosh..damn

till i m not busy again..jyaa~~

XOXO

cakes and coffee

another friend has turned 23 today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAYA!!!!may all your wishes come true
and i bet that includes passing Medicine exam tomorrow..huhuhu
while you are that..
pretty pleaseeee with cherry on top...wish that i pass too k
cause rite now i m going crazy studying & being a junkieyup
say hi to my friend...caffein-san
yoshhh
lets burn the midnight oil tonight
and smoke it all out tomorrow
huwawawa...

-----XOXO-----

p/s:- i really miss my handphone rite now
missed a lot of opportunities to take scandalous pictures
damn
+*gossip girls* on hiatus *sigh*+

*hints*hints*:-a new kewlll handphone for my birthday anyone???

being a kambeng

today is a holidayy ^^

i luv u Melaka for being a bandar bersejarah...yeayy!!
p/s:- plz dont ask me why today is melaka bandar bersejarah day but i m speculating this is the date parameswara reach melaka and witness sang kancil kicking ass of 2 dogs while resting under a melaka tree...if i dont get my Malaysian history wrong laa..hahah

nway...
i was bored of studying and decided to multitask
wanted to try finish watching GREEK
but alluc.com was being evil to me
lucky for me
crunchyroll was realllllyyyyyyyy niceeeeeeee
i finally got to watch VAmpire Knights Anime
and i m loving it ^^Kaname & Zero are LOVEEEEE~~~
though i prefer the Manga drawings by Hino Matsuri better
*I LUV D MANGA!!!!*
but the storyline is not bad
so i m really.really looking forward for the 2nd episode

huwaaaaaaa..
back to boring studies
please pray i do not fail my medicine
huhuhuhu~~~

edit:--i saw a rainbow yesterday...it was wonderful to see one after a long time^^

XOXO~~~

dear handphone

i m handphone-less rite now

the screen is dead...

i m using my friend's extra handphone now

i dunno whose number i m replying to..hahah

i m too broke to buy a new one
someone please donate me some money~~~

for now i pray for my handphone's safety
who will undergo LCDectomy *ganbarimasuuu*

p/s:-
thinks i should name my handphone cause its too irritating to type out H-A-N-D-P-H-O-N-E again and again....better... i should name every single personal belonging~~~

XOXO

23

i was suppose to do this yesterday
but..
sleep demon got the best of me..huwaaaaaaa
*bad sleep demon making me fall behind in my studiesT,T*

so nway
its better late than never

otanjyoubi omedetou YaMaPI!!!may u have all d most oiichik cake-ys to eat^^

and of course
happy 23rd bday puan sharlenemay ur persatuan ibu2 prosper..huwawawa
*HUGS*

^_____________^V

d one when i feel like him

Hero Jaejoong -
He is the person that the crew loves so much.
Even though during the first meeting he was the only one that everyone tried to avoid. *like me*
Everyone would go to Changmin, Yunho, Micky, and Junsu but nobody would talk to Jaejoong. *me also*
And this was the question Jaejoong asked the crew about why nobody talked to him.
The crew said because Jaejoong you don't smile, everyone got scared thought you were moody. Jaejoong jokingly said no he didn't want to smile because he wouldn't look good when he smiled. Then he tried to share jokes and everything. The crew said Jaejoong won their hearts with his charisma

i can b like jaejoong too rite???
*sigh*

stand by me

dis is me on another yeay its holiday tomorrow!!!
and currently recovering & trying to enjoy medicine posting?

sooo
i was just thinking
although i might not be popular
and the fact that some of my classmates of 3-4 years actually don't know me
or can't even remember my name
or confuse me with my-other-some-what-look-alike-friends

i don't really care about it anymore
nor will i feel annoyed about it

cause all i need are friends who care & understand me
even though there would be only a few.....
it would be better than a whole classroom full of people who don't give a damn about you
gonna work extra hard for medicine
wish me luck^^