only fools rush in

i m telling ALL of you...

volunteering yourself to present a case to a SCARY lecturer

you would either be..

TOO confident & brave

or

a self destructing IDIOT!!

and to put yourself in that position like soooo many times...

i would have to say is a BAD prognosis!!

even cats have 9 lives...

i m telling you guys who sit quietly pretending like it's nothing of your concern....

that is the most ingenious act to be done..haha

however sorry to say..that doesn't give you the right to say it's okay only today~~

cause it's NOT!!

NOT when you're just sitting, watching the idiotic self destructing person get shot down..bullet after bullet...definitely NOT hokay~

so friends...

please be smart~

like they say--> silence is golden..haha

when there is a will there is a way..so they say~

activity daily living status-->DEPENDANT on weekdays and certain weekends...

haishhhh~~~
i HATE to be dependant on other people
but it makes me wonder why i don't even bother having my own car here in college...
though i do know i m a lazy ass
and hate driving in the extremely hottt sun as much as i hate being dependant~
LOL
thats that...
and because of this
i have to bend to other ppl's schedule
get ripped by MElaka taxi drivers...
*pls la pakcik we are NOT stupid...we know you guys are liying about the fee just cause we go to a private college...come on la even in K.L it's cheaper..and the cost of living is higher too..well it's your sin for liying to students..damn*
waste time waiting for bus *although i dont really mind if it's with "them"*
walk long distance to pasar malam...*this also don't really mind cause i'll get exercise for my osteoporotic prone bones..hahah*
well the list can go on and on...
but everything is just FINE if you are with a bunch of crazy fun people who are on the same boat with you..hehe
it makes our college life more special from others??
that sometimes ppl just dont understand how we do it..hahha
the simple answer to that is we have too much fun together we forget those which other ppl think is a hassle or problem~~~

though i maybe dependant in times in need
i definitely do NOT all the time
so i would appreciate it that people don't think i m taking advantage of my friends
cause i don't...
and as much as possible...i WON'T!!
not until i know i m worthy of it..

i still have my 2 own feets
and will very well make use of them
as much as i can

but

of course i won't be able to..without my GREAT supports^^
*please take note:-this entry is not intended to offend anyone in anyway..it's just me..haha~~

just cause everyone decided to change their template~~

i usually avoid sappy sad love stories...

especially if i have to watch ALONE!!!!

but the jobless me during the weekend finally decided i should watch koizora the moviethe end result of me...
was pretty pathetic...damn~~

note to self--> NEVER watch sappy sad love stories ALONE!!!
*like la being in this damn senior clerkship is not sad enough..haiyaaa*

oo yeah
as if it's NOt enough
here's another sappy sad love MV

the plus point is i LOVE jae's voice^^

patut la katak suka dok bawah tempurung

please note that whatever this senior clerkship is supposed to do

for me....

it's definitely working in ONE way

that is...

separating me & my peeps

i hardly see anyone other than my groupmates anymore

damn you college for taking away my comfort pillow!!!! *and of course literally--> taking away my sleep time*

if this is how things are going to be in the real world

i hate it already

i m crossing my fingers to at least get to practice in my hometown of comfort zone..hoho~

oo wait

i have to pass my exams first

damn u college!!!!

p/s :- i m still alive..i m just being childish & bratty todayyyy~~~

*totally random post......plz excuse me*

this i like^^

i like watching GBN more now....

why???

the simple reason & logic is cause i like HJ's new haircut....kyaaa~~~
*yep being the superficial biased me thats my simple logic^^*

but HJ with new hairdo sleeping is the BEST..huhu*drools drools*i practically died watching this scene
and yet...i still chose to repeat my death so many times by watching it over and over again even to the extend of screencaping it...thats how much i like this scene...nyahhaha..

LOL
if only anyone could explain the concept of sleeping so beautifully
please feel free to share
i could use some tips to avoid being detected by lecturers that i m actually sleeping in class ....haha

p/s :-EPT frenzy this week...good luck ppl!!

it's not you..neither it is me...

i CAN'T feel my own apex beat!!!
.....................
.............
.....
okie
but according to the clinical examination book by talley apex beat is only palpable in 50% of adults
so it's safe to think i m normal and non obesed?

anyway
i just wish i could say

dear teachers..

just because i look bored in the wards during case presentation
doesn't mean i'm not interested
most of the time it's because my leg & back is hurting like hell for standing more than 3 hrs

just because i look sleepy in the seminar room during case presentation
it's not because your lectures are damn boring *although in certain situations it is..huhu*
it's probably because the room is comfortable?
yeah rite..hahah

don't blame yourself that you can't keep me focus
i m just too stubborn & attention deficit

and plz don't blame me for not being able to answer your high tech questions
i m just suffering from pseudodementia
but hey
i m doing the best i can here..trust me or not

i accept the fact that u have a blindspot towards certain ppl
i shld be thankful coz being invisible is better than being picked on no?

well.. not being able to perform examination in 7 min is my fault tho..
for being lazy
i m a supposed-panda
panda loves to hibernate esp. in the current weather*reads very very la the mendung & cold weather*^^
yeah and blankie is already calling

p/s:- dear teachers..sometimes too much scolding doesn't do any good..some students actually thinks it's harder to study that way..and the nagging..it works actually..but still without it makes the world a more peaceful place..spying & checking on students is also not cool..we are NOT kiddies k!!

long live ward works~

oyasumik ppl~

kira kira city ^^

i m in love with this place
and it's NOT because of the much commercial festival


the riverside..
colourful lights..
great company..
*but chibi & kitsune was greatly missed XD XD*
yeah...
it feels like fairyland!!!!
too bad it's here only for a short duration of time
so ppl dont miss it~

we are not sheeps..and mary is freaking dictator

i m super pissed....
colourful vocabs are running through my mind
so just to keep it safe *if ever the STUPID MANAGEMENT finds this...which i doubt*
lemme just shout...
I WANT THE FREAKING 90% ATTENDANCE BACK!!!!!
i don't care if i have to attend class on every saturday.....just give 90% back
and u freaking liars..if u rmmbr common prog is on saturdays
and like u ever accept any valid reasons other than RMs
MCs.... death certs...yeah rite
argh...
this is frustrating
even if i rant it out here
it won;t really make any difference
nor will my frustrations die out
lol
all i wanted was to try my best this last 1 year
and d stupid someone just had to make it harder
damn~

too much too laugh but too scared for tomorrow~

can't get enough of boys over flower???
why not watch big bang parody flower big bang
LOL...
part 1

part 2

i can't imagine GDragon as Rui..adeh adeh..and TOP..omg..my cognitive function must somehow be impaired
p/s:-there's also coffee prince parody
and noooooooooooo.......
plz i don't want to go to hospital tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!

all for one and one for all

finally after sooooooo many weekends
the musketeers are finally 4 on an outing
actually..it was 6 just now..haha
wateva..it was fun and the more the merrier^^
going out with friends is always fun
so thanks you guys for today...
i kinda miss those days when all of us would have the time to hang out~

so anyway
we watched inkheartand i'm thinking being a silvertongue would be really cool
imagine if you could bring your favourite novel/manga heroes into real life
*reads what if you could bring edward cullen to our world..nyahahha...oo.oo...and of course all my favourite manga heroes which is tooooo many to list..hahah..i'll just leave this to everyones lil inner theater..huhuhu*
the day that will happen is when i find myself dead and woke up in heaven *hopefully....i'm not that GOOD...but i m hoping i m good enough..huhu..*
LOL...a dreamer i may seem like
but a lil bit of fantasy would't really hurt rite..especially in this super boring life...

oo yeah
speaking of fantasy
one of my friends was talking about marrying rich guys
and the incidental finding was i found this site on dating rich men
turns out the creator of my everyday dose of amusemant on the net aka FACEBOOK is a millionaire *duh..i know*
but what i didn't know was this guy is just 24 going on to 25
and already...he is filthy RICH
where am i at 24-25
if i'm LUCKY
i'll be working my a** in a humid,congested government hospital with no life,being treated like a d** by the specialist or seniors..with hopefully lots of money? but i know la not as much as the CEO of facebook... hahah..i dunno laaa especially after my sister talk about the dispensing/prescription nantoka arguements between doctors and pharmacist which now i'm sorry to say i don't give a damn...i rest my case~
well back to what i have just written..that is if i m LUCKY and hardworking enough
but right now..that is what i need..what we all need..to pass the final hurdle..damn~
well better start now that honeymoon postings are over
medicine postings briefing already made my heart sink like titanic
thankfully i have so many lifeguards *hugs*
i guess I AM lucky after all^^V

it s red red day

i was supposed to this yesterday

BUT..................

firefox was being difficult.adeh

so i m 1 day late to wish beloved shilang Jae

well it's better late than never

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAE!!!!may all your wishes come true ^^

and also happy chinese new year to all my friends & chinese of the world
ooo yeah...ang pow please..i'm dead broke anyway..huhu

LOL..haru haru

as usual...
weekends is utube days~
as recommended by mag
this parody is prolly the best ever..haha

the original MV -->haru haru by big bang

*of course credits to wondersmurf ^^*

beautiful mind

how do you write a presenting complaint of hearing voices telling that she has a fortune worth millions left by her dead grandfather and that she has to distribute the money among the bugis bentan origins...oo yeah did i mention she is also a descendant of the melaka sultanante...she was apparently dead for a long time but somehow is still in this world...the voices that she heard lives in Baghdad lama which is in Melaka...and this voices looks the ghost in chinese movies*hahaha..lol..i wonder where she got this idea* and these voices wants to get married with her...trust me there is sooooo much more to this story which i soooo find interesting *LOLs* but find it hard to fit it all in this tiny pink logbook....yep no kidding i m writing my logbook already this early..heheh~
psychiatry is nothing like ong
of course one deals with the mind while the other deals with uterus
but...
the amount of free time..awesomeness~
i could watch movie almost everynight
but being the kiasu me
i also watch educational ones like beautiful mind-->a schizo story..hehe
how i m going to miss days like this
i hardly had enough sleep during ong
and i m foreseeing worst is to come in the near horrifying future..yada~
but one thing is for sure
an important lesson learnt during ong....
i ll try not to forget the emergency contraceptions
you never know.....
you just might need it in the future..heheh~

blush monster

1st day of psychiatry
and i m already brilliantly self diagnosing myself as Social Phobia?
lol
i was even surprised to know that there is such thing as erythrophobia --> fear of blushing..huwawawa~
don't get me wrong
i don't fear blushing...
i just hate it when it comes unnecessarily
like it's the most natural thing ever...aiyak
but i would pass looking like Patrick the starfish any day if i could~

speaking of which....
i don't think my face cleanser is in production anymore
it just went extinct...
how could something important like that extinct someone please tell me
and i m at my very last drop already
this Patrick thinks it's enough being Patrick without being multifaceted k
it's not fair...but than again life is never that fair..is it?
if not...thousands of innocent Palestinian won't get murdered by the inhumane Israels...*honestly inhumane is an understatement but i just can't think of other words right now*the US government won't close their eyes to this disaster & ignore the rest of the world urge to stop this insanity..
even someone who is not well versed of the world news would know this is plain wrong...
aaaa...politics..what do i know..heheh

btw..
to have your wishing star moving away from it's orbital tract
it feels kinda weird...
but i wish the star will shine it's brightest wherever it's revolving
so good luck wishing star^^

p/s :- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEILA!!!

pp/s :- to that somebody...i love that round shiro *hugs* sankyuuuu^^

1.1.2009

goodbye 2008
hello 2009
not that there would be any different than other days in my life

this new years resolution :- I WANT TO BE MORE RAJIN!!!
it's gonna be really hard especially when i 'm already thinking of bunking class tomorrow..
*most of the reason was coz my current partner in crime in the grp decided to leave me with someone i don't like..and we mutually don't like each other and currently playing to be nice game..yeay~*

and i m betting i wont be rajin enough to update this blog.ahahah

ok enough negative predicitions of the future maybe should chng this new yrs resolution to being more optimistic...dang

lets get on to....

2009 meme*i don't really have highlights of 2008*

What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
-got to the highest point in melaka-eat nasik kerabu and loving it..hahah
-slept through a movie

Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i would say i did pretty well last year 08 cause i was SUPER NICE to people
this year i'm thinking of being rajin.yep.i think i can considering i m already super kiasu this posting..hehe~

What countries did you visit?
in 2008 , none sadly~

What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
i m thankful for most of the things i have rite now...but a lil bit of confidence this year would be great~

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
err..got into final year.. i guess~

What was your biggest failure?
to become thinner..

What was the best thing you bought?
DBSK stuff^^

Whose behaviour merited celebration?
my mom..i love u mama^^

Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
a certain dr V..hehe

Where did most of your money go?
food..i guess

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
LONGGG HOLIDAYS!!! can go back penang and eat the mama's most oishik cooking & other yummy delicacies only can be found in penang...Penang char kueyteow is just isn't Penang Char kuey teow anywhere else...although it amuses me to see in every other place..hohoho
and of course spending time with family~~

What song/album will always remind you of 2008?T album by tohoshinki i guess..the one the lovable them got me for my birthday this year^^

Compared to this time last year, are you:
1. happier or sadder?
it was a vague once upon time memory i can't rmmbr

2. thinner or fatter?
i would say moderately built and nourished..i'm somewhere in between but my psychological mind thinks i'm FAT..okie..next

3. richer or poorer?
POORER!!..oo cek MARA bila laa nk sampai~~~~

What do you wish you’d done more of?
studying...i'm easily distracted like now i m diverting from my case write up..but anymore studying i would need a puke bucket..adeh..to u guys who love studying..i salute u~

What do you wish you’d done less of?
PROSCRASTINATE,SLEEP
and of cos blush unecessarily/unitentionaly...sux laa when u look all like Patrick for no apparent reason...gyayayayyay~~~

Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
lovable FAMILY

Did you fall in love in 2008?
i've always been in love with jae..haha

How many one night stands in this last year?
EBRDOSA!!!

What was your favourite TV programme?
as much as i love korean varieties...i would have to say American Next Top Model..hohoh

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
nope i always hate dis few people..though it has reduce slightly to dislike cause i m a NICE person like that..

What was the best book(s) you read?
although i did recommend twilight..after the movie i would just have to say i m sorry stephanie mayer it's not you..it's me & of course d lousy movie..romance is not really my cup of tea..although i really.really LOVEEE VAMPIRES!!!
best book i read in 08...i guess Oxford handbook of clinical medicine 7th edition. this book fits in the labcoat pocket & have colourful pages heheh...gyaa..how pathetic is that..i miss those days when i can read new storybooks almost every week..huhu

What was your greatest musical discovery?
DBSK

What did you want and get?
a new handphone ;P

What did you want and not get?
trip to japan

What were your favourite films of this year?
almost everything i watch with the 4 musketeers^^

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
went to class as usual laa..i think i had end posting or something...i was 1723

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
vacation with my family

What kept you sane?
family&friends..and of course the Almighty

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
paris hilton..hahah..nope..not really but i really look up to my mama..

What did you miss?
my family

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
always trust in the Almighty~

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
i m not sure of the lyric & no korean wiz..but i like the song Full Sunshine, Doremifasolatido ost..it sounds like the background music of times when i m having fun with my friends & family;P

-the end-

before i say hi to dreamland
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

sachiko desu~

if ur a girl ur name is:Sachiko if ur a guy ur name is:Sanyu

Sachiko means happiness and child so even if ur not a kid u somtimes act lyk one but its one of ur best features!And Sanyu means happiness so u have a good attitude and everyone loves that about u!

"mama i guess u picked the right name for me

coz my Japanese name means Happiness too

just like Farra~

hahahah"

mama plz dont believe this

i've been tagged...
after almost a basi time already
ok here goes..

Part 1 :

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this

Part 1 :
Part 2

1.How old are you?
~ 17...for a while~

2. Are you single?
~ Nope

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
~ 17..haha

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
~ Yes

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ I m happy being married to jj ^^V

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
~ Garden would be nice

7. Your ideal motif?
~ All white

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~ Since hubby is always going to Japan...than we'll just settle for Paris or Venice

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
~ Family & friends

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ Simple and sweet

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
~ I'm not very good with words...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
~ Many layers

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
~ Simple place

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
~ Evening

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~ Outdoors

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
~ Of course ^^

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
~ Our song

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
~ Definitely night

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ light one

20. What age do you want to get married?
~ 17..haha

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
~ Somebody who is cute inside & out...can make me laugh & comfort me...and more importantly likes me just the way i am

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~ Anything comfortable

23. Champagne or red wine?
~ No alcohol please

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ Definitely right after ^^

25. Money or household item?
~ MONEY!!

26. Who will pay for the bills?
~ Him la

27. Are you ready for married life?
~ Nope..sorry dear hahah

29. Will you always be true to your wife/husband? (where is question 28? haha)
~ Hopefully i will

30. How many kids do you like?
~ 3-4

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ New one

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
~ As long as we live & stay together

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
~ Delicious cuisine?

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
~ DVD

cant tag anyone coz i m kinda d last to do..nyahaha~

i love my blankie!

finally d lazy a** has decided to write something
it's not my fault for being a busy final year student and all
though I m honored getting nominated as the new chief of pitiful village *thanx to my lil sisters* the humble me would have to refuse the offer...
being a leader is too troublesome afterall..
in this troubled world where there is too many misunderstanding & cold wars
its best to be under the Peace,Freedom & Neutrality Zone~~
being bullied or made fun of is totally not cool & kinda scary...
though i do listen & laugh at it too
doesn't mean i agree with what they are doing
and sometimes it makes you feel like a fake >.<
they say:- do girls in gossip girls really exist?
i say:- duh..why not?not everything on tv is 100% fiction..girls are scary anyway...it's just that they are good in masking themselves~ the wonders of modern technology & high fashion..haaha
charm is afterall the best weapon rite now..
cause being on the good side of people is important
though you never like the person
that is..if you prefer not to get into trouble in the future...like getting failed in the exams just coz your lecturer doesn't have a good impression of you~
society today--> trained to be a fake?
i dunno.
what is this i m writing..
must be the rusty blogging~
or the side effects of sleep germ infiltrating my room & infecting my whole system..
i still need my brain though
for ept..
that sux like hell~
thnx for the reminder..haha
*goes hit the lissauer*

constipated

twilight....

the movie just did not do the book any justice

just as predicted

imagination is always better

and high expectations is never good for anyone..hahah

but final point is....

vampire's abilities are damn cool

and useful....

especially for medical students like us...deshou ;P

random

truthfully...

i can't stand hypocrites

but for the greater good

let's compromise~

btw....

i lurveeee this car...
this stupid shiny volvo..
and of course the stupid shiny volvo owner ;P

p/s:- can't wait to watch twilight....aaaa...why is everyone going before me....*pulls hair*