1.1.2009

goodbye 2008
hello 2009
not that there would be any different than other days in my life

this new years resolution :- I WANT TO BE MORE RAJIN!!!
it's gonna be really hard especially when i 'm already thinking of bunking class tomorrow..
*most of the reason was coz my current partner in crime in the grp decided to leave me with someone i don't like..and we mutually don't like each other and currently playing to be nice game..yeay~*

and i m betting i wont be rajin enough to update this blog.ahahah

ok enough negative predicitions of the future maybe should chng this new yrs resolution to being more optimistic...dang

lets get on to....

2009 meme*i don't really have highlights of 2008*

What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
-got to the highest point in melaka-eat nasik kerabu and loving it..hahah
-slept through a movie

Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i would say i did pretty well last year 08 cause i was SUPER NICE to people
this year i'm thinking of being rajin.yep.i think i can considering i m already super kiasu this posting..hehe~

What countries did you visit?
in 2008 , none sadly~

What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
i m thankful for most of the things i have rite now...but a lil bit of confidence this year would be great~

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
err..got into final year.. i guess~

What was your biggest failure?
to become thinner..

What was the best thing you bought?
DBSK stuff^^

Whose behaviour merited celebration?
my mom..i love u mama^^

Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
a certain dr V..hehe

Where did most of your money go?
food..i guess

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
LONGGG HOLIDAYS!!! can go back penang and eat the mama's most oishik cooking & other yummy delicacies only can be found in penang...Penang char kueyteow is just isn't Penang Char kuey teow anywhere else...although it amuses me to see in every other place..hohoho
and of course spending time with family~~

What song/album will always remind you of 2008?T album by tohoshinki i guess..the one the lovable them got me for my birthday this year^^

Compared to this time last year, are you:
1. happier or sadder?
it was a vague once upon time memory i can't rmmbr

2. thinner or fatter?
i would say moderately built and nourished..i'm somewhere in between but my psychological mind thinks i'm FAT..okie..next

3. richer or poorer?
POORER!!..oo cek MARA bila laa nk sampai~~~~

What do you wish you’d done more of?
studying...i'm easily distracted like now i m diverting from my case write up..but anymore studying i would need a puke bucket..adeh..to u guys who love studying..i salute u~

What do you wish you’d done less of?
PROSCRASTINATE,SLEEP
and of cos blush unecessarily/unitentionaly...sux laa when u look all like Patrick for no apparent reason...gyayayayyay~~~

Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
lovable FAMILY

Did you fall in love in 2008?
i've always been in love with jae..haha

How many one night stands in this last year?
EBRDOSA!!!

What was your favourite TV programme?
as much as i love korean varieties...i would have to say American Next Top Model..hohoh

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
nope i always hate dis few people..though it has reduce slightly to dislike cause i m a NICE person like that..

What was the best book(s) you read?
although i did recommend twilight..after the movie i would just have to say i m sorry stephanie mayer it's not you..it's me & of course d lousy movie..romance is not really my cup of tea..although i really.really LOVEEE VAMPIRES!!!
best book i read in 08...i guess Oxford handbook of clinical medicine 7th edition. this book fits in the labcoat pocket & have colourful pages heheh...gyaa..how pathetic is that..i miss those days when i can read new storybooks almost every week..huhu

What was your greatest musical discovery?
DBSK

What did you want and get?
a new handphone ;P

What did you want and not get?
trip to japan

What were your favourite films of this year?
almost everything i watch with the 4 musketeers^^

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
went to class as usual laa..i think i had end posting or something...i was 1723

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
vacation with my family

What kept you sane?
family&friends..and of course the Almighty

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
paris hilton..hahah..nope..not really but i really look up to my mama..

What did you miss?
my family

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
always trust in the Almighty~

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
i m not sure of the lyric & no korean wiz..but i like the song Full Sunshine, Doremifasolatido ost..it sounds like the background music of times when i m having fun with my friends & family;P

-the end-

before i say hi to dreamland
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

sachiko desu~

if ur a girl ur name is:Sachiko if ur a guy ur name is:Sanyu

Sachiko means happiness and child so even if ur not a kid u somtimes act lyk one but its one of ur best features!And Sanyu means happiness so u have a good attitude and everyone loves that about u!

"mama i guess u picked the right name for me

coz my Japanese name means Happiness too

just like Farra~

hahahah"

mama plz dont believe this

i've been tagged...
after almost a basi time already
ok here goes..

Part 1 :

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this

Part 1 :
Part 2

1.How old are you?
~ 17...for a while~

2. Are you single?
~ Nope

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
~ 17..haha

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
~ Yes

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ I m happy being married to jj ^^V

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
~ Garden would be nice

7. Your ideal motif?
~ All white

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~ Since hubby is always going to Japan...than we'll just settle for Paris or Venice

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
~ Family & friends

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ Simple and sweet

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
~ I'm not very good with words...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
~ Many layers

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
~ Simple place

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
~ Evening

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~ Outdoors

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
~ Of course ^^

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
~ Our song

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
~ Definitely night

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ light one

20. What age do you want to get married?
~ 17..haha

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
~ Somebody who is cute inside & out...can make me laugh & comfort me...and more importantly likes me just the way i am

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~ Anything comfortable

23. Champagne or red wine?
~ No alcohol please

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ Definitely right after ^^

25. Money or household item?
~ MONEY!!

26. Who will pay for the bills?
~ Him la

27. Are you ready for married life?
~ Nope..sorry dear hahah

29. Will you always be true to your wife/husband? (where is question 28? haha)
~ Hopefully i will

30. How many kids do you like?
~ 3-4

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ New one

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
~ As long as we live & stay together

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
~ Delicious cuisine?

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
~ DVD

cant tag anyone coz i m kinda d last to do..nyahaha~

i love my blankie!

finally d lazy a** has decided to write something
it's not my fault for being a busy final year student and all
though I m honored getting nominated as the new chief of pitiful village *thanx to my lil sisters* the humble me would have to refuse the offer...
being a leader is too troublesome afterall..
in this troubled world where there is too many misunderstanding & cold wars
its best to be under the Peace,Freedom & Neutrality Zone~~
being bullied or made fun of is totally not cool & kinda scary...
though i do listen & laugh at it too
doesn't mean i agree with what they are doing
and sometimes it makes you feel like a fake >.<
they say:- do girls in gossip girls really exist?
i say:- duh..why not?not everything on tv is 100% fiction..girls are scary anyway...it's just that they are good in masking themselves~ the wonders of modern technology & high fashion..haaha
charm is afterall the best weapon rite now..
cause being on the good side of people is important
though you never like the person
that is..if you prefer not to get into trouble in the future...like getting failed in the exams just coz your lecturer doesn't have a good impression of you~
society today--> trained to be a fake?
i dunno.
what is this i m writing..
must be the rusty blogging~
or the side effects of sleep germ infiltrating my room & infecting my whole system..
i still need my brain though
for ept..
that sux like hell~
thnx for the reminder..haha
*goes hit the lissauer*

constipated

twilight....

the movie just did not do the book any justice

just as predicted

imagination is always better

and high expectations is never good for anyone..hahah

but final point is....

vampire's abilities are damn cool

and useful....

especially for medical students like us...deshou ;P

random

truthfully...

i can't stand hypocrites

but for the greater good

let's compromise~

btw....

i lurveeee this car...
this stupid shiny volvo..
and of course the stupid shiny volvo owner ;P

p/s:- can't wait to watch twilight....aaaa...why is everyone going before me....*pulls hair*

falling down the stairs again and again~

finally lappie is back * throws confetti*

after days of temporary insanity..huhuhu

this days
i would say things are not going so well

with the whole gila coz my lappie died
and then not getting attendance for the day coz i m accused of wearing jeans which are so not jeans but faded styled brown khakis
than waking up late the next day to find there is no water to shower..huuwaaaaaaaaa
just great.jusssssssssttttttt great!!!!

it doesn't really help with all the boring.boring paediatrics posting or getting money-less for the month or getting seriously nauseous everytime i eat something * i m NOT bulimic k*
something is really wrong with me....adeh

but someone said although it's hard to adjust to new things
there is no use complaining rite..adeh~

ooo i also JUST realize that lappie is bisu for the moment..hahah
*anyone got any idea why..i dunno myself..hahah*

somehow after thinking about all this
i realized i have such wonderful family & friends~
sankyuuu people for helping me out through this very suweyy days..damn

cant wait for my family picnic this raya haji
at least thats something to look forward to..hehe^^

hibernating is good for a kuma

too tired to write...

despite being joblessbut wanted to date this as the day i felt glad being back in melaka

hahahah...

never would i thought this day would come

oooo

btw

my roomate for the electives is super macho, miraculously....

despite being the gedik she...

she single handedly chased a disgusting brackish looking frog in the toilet*amazed*
everyone seems to upgrade over the electives...

me...

i m upgraded to a superkumako...haha

adeh.i kinda miss everyone d~~
i m writing more than i intended to.
so fullstop for me now....

until i get to leech on some wireless connection which i doubt i can...bye.bye and have fun~

yawn~

starting electives in 2 days. damn

i want more holidays!!!!

they are back^^

yesh...and i m loving the smexy swamp monster *lil min finally grew up into lelaki sejati..haha*

but of cos i still love jae more * pinches his biceps..and smiles giddily*

kyaaaaaaaaaaaa............
i like.i like.i like x 100
besides the fact that their new song is actually an old unknown song ><
*hoping more pics of smexy swamp monster & tone biceps & rectus abdominis to molest*

oooo p/s sheila trust me i ddnt drool just stunned!!!!!!!! * seriussss...saya puasa hari ini*

and i m not jealous of that scary red coloured ghost trying to seduce jae...nope nope
def not...not when jae is unaffected..heheh..proud of u jae and ur biceps..ngeheehhehe~~~

on sucky real life rite now--> 1 more paper people..hoyayyay~~~
but i m really scared of the results...plz pray with me that all of us will pass ok ><

random

*esp like the paeds question today-->5 yr old nurul...aaaa so true!!!!*

jya.jya
gonna watch mirotic again
coz i got themmmmmm.....under my skin....muahahahha

them and their juniors^^

mirror mirror on the wall
whose kid is the cutest of them all???
bwahahahhah...
*credits popseoul*

anyway...wgm..i luv <3
it would be sad if it finishes up soon..

but DBSK mirotic..i luv too...hehe~~

can't wait for the hols

exam plz finish quickly

and plz b good to me *LEMME PASS!!!!*

quickie~~

i promise.promise myself this would be just a 5 minute blogging
lets see...time starts now k

i m really.really bored studying
so being the paedo me decided to look for shinee vids coz being serenade with noona u r soo pretty sounds like a great idea to me rite now...muahahahh~~~
and lookie.lookie what i found when watching shinee school of rock
see this....
wanna guess who these *pretty* girls are..muahahah
clue read hana's latest bloggie =P

yep.yep it's them alritesuprisingly i think the cutest as a girl of the lot is mushroom head taemin..ngeeee~~~
and seriously...without me being a bias paedo
he has a cute charm despite the hair la...i m not kidding
watch shinee school of rock if u don't trust me..hohohoho..

*taemin.taemin this hairstyle kinda suit u dont u think..hihi*

snsd noona better give way to ur pretty dongsaengs..*skilfully avoids knives & bricks*

shout out
good luck to everyone having long cases tomorrow
esp to mag & chibi-chan
u can do it
hwaiting!!! ^^

gyaaaa... i went past 5 minutes
back to study
hwaiting minna
lets get over this together^^

age is just a number

post dated
15/8/08
sorry kak
for the late entry
i was kinda busy
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!may Allah always bless you with all the happiness in life ^^

love yourself a little bit more & know that you deserve more in life
live life to the fullest so that there will be no regrets
do know that we will always be there for you
thnx for being an understanding kakak..heee~~

p/s:_dah.dah...dah tules berfday wish for u..so dont mrajuk d k..adeh~~ haahaha

darkness eyes

there was a blackout yesterday

but somehow
being with friends
it brightens out the darkness around
and it felt comfortable & warm *yeah coz the AC is out as well*
thanks friends
i wasn't so scared yesterday because of u all *hugs*

on not so brighter spot
i hope this doesnt affect us..huhu
i m already tired of studying..damn

1000 paper cranes

day 2 of paediatrics posting...
my verdict :- it's depressing to see kids getting sick...
seeing kids having blood transfusion at such an early age
it's sad.......

on reality...
we are all fools?
that's what a doctor said
getting into a medical field
could be the worse mistake for some
getting trapped...
overworked like dogs & being underpaid...
the only differentiating point is that we don't bark
life only gets tougher after you graduate
as you see life slipping pass you waving lil goodbyes...
it's the only profession that requires you to study upto middle age
that is why good support from family & friends are important
the only positive point is you get to see your patients well again~~~

yeah..what a way to motivate us students....adeh

on wgm-->I won’t be looking forward to special jewels or rings anymore. Instead, I think it’s much more important to have someone who can laugh with me, or make me laugh. Those things are much more difficult to do, but also the most important. If you just have those two factors, I start to wonder why people would ever get into fights and arguments.

yep.i m gonna repeat this....i just can't wait to meet the someone you ^^

things have looked a lil pink this days...heeeeee~~~

wishing i am at home sweet home

konnichiwa
minna genki??

weekends totally sucks when you are all alone deshou
lucky for me i have changmine & dbsk fishies to keep me company
yup..they are my breakfast,lunch & dinner partners for this 2 days until Mag comes back

~dbsk fishies~

~changminnie~

aaaa..but i would still prefer to have someone to talk to..haha~~

at least lappie didn't go crazy again today
hope to please stay that way aaa lappie
until i have the time & transport to bring you to the hospital..
i ll try not to do too much things at once...adeh..

exams in39 days*thinks*
and i m still lost....

hibernate?
my biological clock is psychoo
who the hells wakes up at 7am on a weekend...

*stared at the ceiling for almost 1 full hour and thought it would be more fun if i have a ceiling fan to look at and maybe i can hypnotize myself to robotically study..hahah*

wgm again..when i shld be catching up on my sleep..hehe

what if your date decided to wear a full body mascot costume????

a) still go on a date

b) be embarrased...c) help him wear and say it's cuted) all of the above...

*watch we got married at hana's*
*BEST-NESS!!*
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dearest jae...
you know i think you look extremely kiyuttt in hamtaro pjs
but lets just keep this at home k..heeee~~~
luv alwiz
ur aegyaa

p/s but i would still go on a date with you no matter what ^^

side note--> i guess getting married isn't so bad after all..
with the rite person it could be really fun ^^
so until i meet the someone "you"
407 freckled ahjumma
i m counting on you!!!

ORL-->O&G ept plz be good to me..huhuhu
*depresseding end*
*lets scratch this*

beloved july babies^^

i saw a C-section today...
it was soooo scary with the forceps thingie and all that i am having second thoughts about ever being pregnant..hahah~~~
so mommies of the world i salute to you....

moving on....
here goes a birthday post for my beloved july babies^^



5/7/1990

happy belated birthday to my beloved lil sis boo aka ayu
*she hates d prev pic so i had to chng a new one..hahah*

stay chibi the way you are...
though your mind is way advanced than mine..adeh.adeh
smile always coz your smile is choo cutenessss~~~~

17/7/1988
today is your birthday babe
so happy birthday alia
may u have lots of happy.happy. exciting.super fun life ahead of you
and NO..you are not getting jae from me..hahha
stay noisy the way you are, you happy bug
coz it's really contagious....
and you have a really amazing gift making other people happy
be proud of yourself^^
and thanx for always hearing my complaints...

21/7/1981dearest abang
it's not your bday yet
but happy birthday in advance ^^
thanks for everything..
you have been the best-est brother ever
you should really get an award for this la...haha
i wish you all the luck & happiness in the world
do smile more ne....

and last but not least
my super best partner in crime friend magggggggggggg..........happy belated birthday girl ^^
sorry for the late post
but i hope you enjoyed the birthday treat...hihihi
thanx for being such a good friend
even with the hostelers gone during the weekends...
knowing you are just one floor above me alway makes me feel better..heheh
so i wish you all the best things in life..heheh

i luv all u july babies <3

because i m bored with my life

Nine Inch Nails
"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

[Chorus x2]

30 cents worth of thoughts

rite now..
i don't know what is worse..
being in a crowd of smelly smokers
or
finding disgusting poops floating in the public toilet bowls.....
uwekkkk...
i feel like puking just by remembering it
i can't believe i paid 30cents * i find it more expensive than usual* just to use a dirty toilet
the cheaper/free toilets are wayyyyy cleaner....huhuhu
so people...
please....have some decency to flush after using the toilet
and the cleaners...makes sure the toilets are clean & that the flush are functioning properly..
aaaa...it's really traumatizingggggggggg.............
aaaaaaaa
i shall skip this to another topic..huhuhu

KL trip
in short it was...
fun.foot.full.fright

the funi finally got my "baby"
i really.really love my "baby"
sankyouuu alia for bringing it for me...

the footnot the food k
i hurt my right big toe after trying to carry alia'a heavy load down the hostel
huhuhuhu....it hurts..adeh2~~
no shoes for me for the next few days...

the fullmy uncle,aunty & cousin's hospitality was as awesome as always
my stomach is full to brim even until today..
i need a "stop feeding me" sign next time i go visit them
my diet regime is all ruined
like laaa i have in the 1st place..hahah~~

the fright
i got chased by a panda mascot at a shopping mall..uwawawaastupid panda..huhuhu~~
apparently there is this malaysian version of just kidding thing being shot there
before the panda incident there was this guy dressed as an otaku trying to pull a trick on the passerbys...and all of a sudden---> bang bang boom *if i m not mistaken la*
someone got punked~~~
there were hidden cameras around...huhuh
and we thought it was over..hahahah
but it was far from over
the next day
which is this afternoon
we were walking out of the same shopping mall
i was looking at this mannequin
and the eyes were moving...
i was like...
"ehhhh...mata patung nih gerak...."
and sooo all of us began staring
my sis , alia was suddenly having myotonic jerks and sooo we started walking away
that was when we heard....
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
the patung harrased my cousin mohsin
he was running in front of us like crazy
he got punked...hahaha~~~

today was my 1st time on a double decker express bus back to melaka...
weeeeeeeeee~~~~

o&g tomorrow
please be good to me
yoroshikuuu onegaishimasuuu~~~~