d one when i feel like him

Hero Jaejoong -
He is the person that the crew loves so much.
Even though during the first meeting he was the only one that everyone tried to avoid. *like me*
Everyone would go to Changmin, Yunho, Micky, and Junsu but nobody would talk to Jaejoong. *me also*
And this was the question Jaejoong asked the crew about why nobody talked to him.
The crew said because Jaejoong you don't smile, everyone got scared thought you were moody. Jaejoong jokingly said no he didn't want to smile because he wouldn't look good when he smiled. Then he tried to share jokes and everything. The crew said Jaejoong won their hearts with his charisma

i can b like jaejoong too rite???
*sigh*

stand by me

dis is me on another yeay its holiday tomorrow!!!
and currently recovering & trying to enjoy medicine posting?

sooo
i was just thinking
although i might not be popular
and the fact that some of my classmates of 3-4 years actually don't know me
or can't even remember my name
or confuse me with my-other-some-what-look-alike-friends

i don't really care about it anymore
nor will i feel annoyed about it

cause all i need are friends who care & understand me
even though there would be only a few.....
it would be better than a whole classroom full of people who don't give a damn about you
gonna work extra hard for medicine
wish me luck^^

for me to rant..and nobody else

i m done packing my stuff
hope i dont forget anything
it s raining outside...
what a way to make my life right now more melancholic
it s super deserted right now..
everyone who is going to kelantan already left
and it s raining now....

i m hoping it will stop some time later
coz it would b a hassle pulling my bag when it's raining
plus i ll have to bring an umbrella..suxXx

i m hoping everyone will have a safe journey
enjoy their selves

to my friends farah & yaa
although u may not read this
i wish u the best of luck & happiness in ur futures
"SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!!!"

till next time
hopefully i ll reach penang safely too

XOXO~~~

the longest yard~~~

today is a very lonely day
i was actually wondering if i shld write what i m feeling on bloggie or not
but since d ppl who actually read my blog are mostly the ppl who know me
i dont think it would be a good idea
coz it doesnt feel good to betray ppl
or b betrayed
yeah..i kinda had both today
coz i kinda betrayed my friend for my own selfish self
but rite now
i really need to b alone
i hate being lonely
but its for d best
gomen ne ppl~~

so moving on
d holidays starts today * so i m free to update my blog *
and d college is really deserted
just me & my trusty lappie rite now
some who are going to kelantan tomorrow,to attend our friends wedding are still somewhere here in melaka...
i really feel bad for not being able to congratulate them properly..
oh well i ll give them a call later~~~
now its just me in this not so big hostel..kewl lehh
the previous me wouldnt even give this a try
definitely will ask my dad or abang to pick me up as soon as class is finished
i m always spoilt by my family...one way or another
but now..
i sure could use the time alone to sort things out
ooo btw..i m going back to penang tomorow too
not too excited though..coz mind my is still in a mess

aaa....
saw this very gedik person's blog whom most ppl say resembles me
no offence...she is DAMN FAT
ok..this proves i m OBESEEEEE!!!!
so ppl..dont try to cover it up
i know i m FAT....*not to mention fugly..huhuhu*
and that confirms it all
u guys dont have to b too nice to me
some honesty would be nice* though most of the time it would hurt..ouch*
if its about something for the better..i m willing to hear it out and change
somehow..i feel that there is much to change about myself
taking my time just isnt doing me any good
i guess it's time to grow up........

long entry after a long time...
till next time..
XOXO ~~~~

faith..if it ever exist

random thoughts

nothing last forever

evrything is burning up

it s just a matter of time

to say

good bye~~~

until that time arrives

thank you

fated foreign freindship^^

i m finnaly writing
yatta...haha
yeah of cos i m gonna note down yesterdays event

though our energy was down to the lowest by the time we finish surgery &commed our exam
that nights event totally hyped us all out...
and d best thing is
we get to meet dis grp of fantastic ppl
esp frm japan*duh..why else would we volunteer..ahaha*
dis japanese guys are really cute & friendly
and of cos TALL^^
how kewl is dat

aa..i m tired i cant think straight
will edit dis soon
overall its a fun event excpt for a few dis dat..ahaha
ok..oyasumi frens^^

bday

SENGIL CHUKAE JAEJOONG OPPA^^

may all your dreams come true..
saranghae~~~

learning korean~~

mari belajar bahasa korea..
sankyouu sheila 4 d clip

c anyone familiar..hehehe
effective way to learn to speak KOrean
dont u all think so
good luck & happy karaoke-ing ^^

cakap "need one kuih yo"
hahah

d lucky one

just a thought...

would your life b considerd as lucky
if everyone loves u so much
they are OK wif everything u do
as long as you are HAPPY
never ever feeling the PAIN or WORRIES with them
even though...
they feel HURT...
LEFT OUT...
LONELY...
DISAPPOINTED...
your whole world is protected
like a GLASS BALL...
sealed with unconditional love..

how they could go on like this
is a mystery..
however a greater mystery
is how the person loved so much never realize all this
maybe because of other distractions
dont know..

moral of d story:-
appreciate your loved ones more
sometimes you tend to overlook the things they do
to get your attention...

3rd times a charm^^

1st try

Life with Dong Bang Shin Ki
Name / Username
Your Dong Bang?	YunHo
Was he impolite or polite when he first met you.	Impolite
How did he first see you?	His friends showed him your picture he said
What was his first impression on you?	Oh I shouldn't be impolite to her or she might hit me
At first why did he fall for you?	Your kindness
What did he first say to you?	Saranghae in a cute way
This quiz by *Rising_Sun* - Taken 11 Times.

*yadaaaaaaaa...x moh yunho....i m loyal k*

2nd try

Life with Dong Bang Shin Ki
Name / Username
Your Dong Bang?	YooChun
Was he impolite or polite when he first met you.	Impolite
How did he first see you?	At the set of a TV show which both of you were in he said
What was his first impression on you?	I like her
At first why did he fall for you?	Your laugh
What did he first say to you?	Annyeonghaseyo/Annyeong/Annyeongshemnika
This fun quiz by *Rising_Sun* - Taken 11 Times.

*huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...jaejoonggggg help me*

3rd try

Life with Dong Bang Shin Ki
Name / Username
Your Dong Bang?	Jaejoong
Was he impolite or polite when he first met you.	Very polite
How did he first see you?	His friends showed him your picture he said
What was his first impression on you?	She's so cute
At first why did he fall for you?	Your face
What did he first say to you?	He just hugged you O.O
This cool quiz by *Rising_Sun* - Taken 11 Times.

*kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...jae^^*

now i can sleep in peace~~
oyacumik minna..

p/s:_wanna do dis quiz..head on to mag's bloggie^^
zZZZzzzzzzzzzz...............

i want..arghhh~~~

I REALLY WANT THIS BOOK!!!!!

oo damn i bet everyone wants it too*isnt d cover just too kewL!!!*
wanna guess the title???
lemme just give another hint....got it??
huwaaaaaaaaaaa
i give up talking to myself
its probably old news to some
but to me who is d "katak bawah tempurung"
this is like the founding of 7 wonders of the world~~~
i mean this is....
THE BOOK DUMBELDORE LEFT TO HERMIONE WHEN HE DIED!!!
"THE TALES OF BEEDLE THE BARD"
yeah i know it's fictional and all
but guess what
there is only 7 books in the world
all handwritten & illustrated by JK Rowling
6 as gifts
1 auctioned ...
ooo what i would do to get my hands on one of the books
if only i m filthy rich *sigh*
i bet it will be like centuries later that this book is gonna b released to the public
damn it~~~

same old brand new me^^

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

hahahaha...
good^^V
just what i needed to read dis new year
lets all be young at heart~~

coz i m greedy like dat~~~

just my personal thoughts
so fangirLs please don't throw me knives or bricks..
non fangirLs plz skip..coz u prolly won't understand a thing

i read that uchi is gonna be in a drama*yeay*
and ryo is gonna do guest appearance..

yeah i should be happy that he is finally in the spotlight
happy that he made a speedy upgrade from trainee to junior

demo...
uchi is gonna continue his career as a solo artist
meaning no uchi in NewS or K8...rite???

all this is reminding me of toma & d 4tops
now i understand 4tops fans.........

no doubt uchi will shine with his talent
but it wouLdn't be the same..............

greedy me...i shouLd already be gratefuL for all this no
so uchi ganbarimassssuu k !!!!
i ll cheer for U with haLF of my heart to the fullest
gomen coz jae just stole the other haLf..heheheh~~~
*another sign of my greed*

p/s :_
in need of lotsa of money to do my electives in japan...
damn all i can do is dream about it
while i get stuck doing my elective in some hospital in penang....ALONE*sigh*

my lil princess^^

WELCOME BACK UCHI!!!!

finally uchi....
after the long awaited moment
i just cant wait for d drama...
i promise...
i will definitely watch it
no matter how pathetic it gets..
after all i had lotsa of practice
seen worse dramas..haha
and we'll c what will happen if u join News & K8 back
just join K8,for all i care
just come back & sing hokay~~~~

me..ME...and onLy mE...hahah~~

got dis 4 frm hana
just for fun...

what does my name mean????

You entered: noor farradiana

There are 14 letters in your name.
Those 14 letters total to 72
There are 7 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means:
You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.


my bday???

Your date of conception was on or about 13 August 1984 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Taurus.
Your Life path number is 7.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Don't forget, you are always on our minds.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 15 Sha'ban 1405 (1405-8-15).

Your birthstone is Emerald

The Mystical properties of Emerald

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Chrysoprase


Your birth tree is

Poplar, the Uncertainty

Looks very decorative, no self-confident behaviour, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organiser, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious.


long.long explanation..
seems like i hv a strong destiny for 7..anyone else 7??

You've Changed 56% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

2008~~

glitter-graphics.com

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

THNX 4 ALL D FUN TIMES IN 2007~~

PREASEEEE BEAR WITH ME THIS YEAR TOO ne m(-.-)m

i m stil here?

PURPLE IS OFFICIALLY MY FAV COLOUR

for now...hahaha~~

sudden realization
i m wearing purple baju kurung today
destiny???

ok..
just some random musings for a certain someone who feels like she's talking to d wall coz no one is updating their blogs..hohohoh~~~

but hell i m too lazy
wif Malaysian studies summary and case write up assignments
i m totally sleep deprived
how did we ever get dis busy minna????????
tell meeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhh.......

so lesson of yesterday
DON;T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER
A really handsome and talented guy couLd b a jerk too

well...
mostly except of cos my JAE..
*avoids bricks*
oo but i bet yamapi is ok too..hahaha~~

where are u uchi????

i m a BIPOLAR fangirl
my friends are crazy
that's how i stay sane~~~

T + H + E + E + N + D

for now~~

about lessOns and hoLS

long time no bloggie...

been kinda busy with kiasu-ing..

Muar is finally over..

but Melaka isn't too fun either...

a lesson well learnt today...

be punctual..
leave when u r suppose to...
u never know what's gonna happen to u next
a specialist might just call u some mother f***er
or punch u in the face for just parking in his alloted are..
u never knoOoow..huhuhu~~~

but Raya and Christmas is just around the corner no
so lets just 4get about bad memories and be happy
will be goIng back to Penang tonite
finally a holiday
back with family..
^___________________^V

so peeps......
SELAMAT HARI RAYA and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

last but not least
baby carolina chan...
u will be greatly missed by us all..huhu
be healthy k ^^

gonna pack my things now..
until i plan to write again
PEACE
to
ALL~~~

mother of all horror..uhuhu

i did NOT expect to get dis........

The medical specialty for you is.... Pediatrics

Pediatrics is the best of all specialties. As a pediatrician, you are extremely fond of children. After all, you must be, why else would you deal with those screaming ungrateful monsters 24 hours a day? But when you come home at night, it's all worthwhile, because you know you've cured a case of otitis media that might have taken at least a week longer to go away on its own.

To find out what specialty best fits your unique personality, go to:

What Medical Specialty Is For You?

...........................

x logik...

aaa...tipu..tipu!!!!

i dont even like kids..LOL